Indulgence- Taehyung [18+]

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Jungkook let himself run the heaviness of his hands along the ends of his white button up. Having tugged on it just enough to cause the item to straighten itself out as the darkness of his brown locks, fell right above his eyes.

And it was then that his phone began to buzz. Causing his jaw to clench ever so subtly as he took hold of the item. The same item that displayed Taehyung's name. Having known that the elder would also be attending tonight's ungodly events. Events that were being held at Yoongi's other house.

"You coming tonight?"  Taehyung's voice was so hushed. Hushed enough to have the younger only scoffing as he exhaled an annoyed what do you think. Earning nothing more than a laugh from the man who could feel her watching him from where she laid in his bed.

And with a sultry good, Taehyung peered behind his shoulder. Catching sight of the girl cuddled up in his blankets, all while her head tilted to the side in a teasing manner. Even if she didn't know what he was discussing about. But he'd tell her. Because he didn't want to lie.

So instead, Taehyung ended the call with a quiet I'll see you there, before shoving the device into the slacks he attired. Looking all too tempting to the girl herself as she watched him crawl his way onto the bed.

"Where is it that you're going. . . huh?" Nami couldn't even remember the last time she was able to ask that kind of question. Having always been so afraid to dig into Jimin's business because he wouldn't tell her. Wouldn't let her know. Wouldn't do anything but ignore it as Taehyung felt the way her hand took hold of his tie. All while she tugged on the accessory just enough to have his head meet with her own.

"One of Yoongi's parties. . ."  He could see the sudden change in her expression. Matching almost perfectly with the hesitation it withheld. Because she knew who the man was and what he did. Having found out from Jimin. Jimin being the man who she still didn't know was connected to dealing drugs as well.

"Yoongi—"

"It's fine, baby." It wasn't. Because there was no guarantee of what could happen. And there never would be.

"Do you work for him too. . . huh?" He could've sworn ones voice had never been so hushed. Having caught the way her eyes began to glisten. And the way her grasp on his tie began to loosen.

But Taehyung kept quiet. Allowing for the silence to answer the question for him as Nami let go of his tie. Having gave him the same look those around him would give anytime they found out just who he really was. Because she knew. Knew they were all involved. Including Jimin himself.

"For how long?" The question was so simple. Yet Taehyung could feel how uncomfortable it made him as he watched the way a single tear met with her lips. Even if she didn't know that it did. Because although what he did was dangerous, was seen as completely criminal, and was viewed by others as disgusting, it was the only thing that had helped him revive himself after losing her. Having given him that strength. . . he never though he would have again.

And Nami watched as he kept silent. Avoiding her gaze that continued to try and reach his own as she let her hands take hold of his face. Because she knew  that the drugs were his way of covering up. . . his pain.

"It's okay."Nami shook her head. All while moving herself up just enough to have their noses brush as she caught his lips. Wanting him to trust her. Just like he trusted SooYun.