Indulgence- Taehyung [18+]

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Three. It had been three weeks since she last saw him. Since she last heard his voice. And since she last watched the softness of his grey locks caress his chocolate eyes that held so much pain within them. Just like hers. Because she could feel herself suffocating. Having kept her mouth shut each time she craved to tell Jimin how she felt. More so ask him as to why he let her stay with him after cheating on the man himself.

But Jimin wanted her wrapped around his fingers. Wanted her buried with guilt. Because he knew she was his. And that it'd stay that way as Nami lifted her head up at the sound of the cafe door ringing. Making her stop the process of cleaning up the table she had finished serving, only to watch him walk in. His eyes bloodshot yet so captivating as he kept his arm wrapped around a girl. It being the girl who Nami saw him with at the mall one night. And the girl who had tears craving to surface Nami's eyes that rounded almost instantly.

"Go ahead and pick a seat, baby. . . I'll be back." Taehyung had never sounded more smug. Completely engrossed in his own arrogance that had Nami's tears getting stuck in her throat as she met his eyes. His eyes that practically demolished the girl on sight.

"Taehyung." She didn't want to sound fazed. Didn't want to sound vulnerable. But she did. And Taehyung could practically feel just how broken the gentle calling of his name was as he stalked up to the girl who knew he was watching. It being the man who was one of Jimin's best friends. And the man who continued to watch the two interact as if they had no idea either one existed. Because everything was so tense. So fucking tense.

"It's been a minute, huh. . . how's Jimin doing?" Taehyung let himself move closer. Having flickered his eyes over at the man who cleared his throat almost instantly before making himself leave the area. Because although Namjoon was just as intimidating as Taehyung himself, he didn't want to invade. Didn't want to seem as though he was ears for Jimin as Taehyung scoffed underneath his breath. All while the heaviness of his laugh emitted through the air. It being deep enough to have Nami's throat bobbing in complete discomfort. Because she knew that the question was insincere. And that he was only there to show off her.

"He's been fine." Nami hated how quiet her words were. Tasting just how filled they were with hesitation as she moved her head down just enough to have her hair cover the softness of her skin. Even if Taehyung could see all of her. Whether she be fully covered up or completely bare like her soul that had never felt so exposed before.

And with a head tilt, Taehyung let his mouth become agape. All while his tongue planted itself against the corner of it. The action alone ignorant enough to make the aura become even stiffer. Because next was Nami's question. Nami's question about her.

"Is that your girlfriend?" Her voice was so soft. And so gentle to the point where Taehyung could barely even let himself answer. But he pushed his feelings away. All while pushing her away.

"She's pretty, huh?" He knew his words were enough to make her heart crumble. And it did. Even if Nami didn't let it show as she met eyes with the girl who had already put two and two together. Because Taehyung always used her. Always made her feel hopeful before taking it all away. And always made her feel as though he needed her as she smiled ever so softly at the two. Having allowed herself to enjoy being the one who he showed off instead of kept hidden.

But even with the subtle nod he received from Nami, Taehyung didn't feel satisfied. Because he wanted her to say something. To say how she feels or that she wants him and not the man who Taehyung wanted dead. But Nami would keep silent. All because she was afraid.

"H-have you seen Jungkook, lately? He's not been coming home very often." Nami made herself change the topic. Having noticed the way the man was leaning closer towards her only to watch his eyes narrow ever so gently.

"He's been hanging out with, Yoongi a lot." Taehyung watched as her brows raised. All while her lips became agape. The gesture alone enough to make his jaw clench. Because she was so naive. Naive enough to do nothing more than voice out a quiet I see as her fingers unconsciously tugged on the ends of her sleeves. All until his hand engulfed her wrist. Making each inch of her body go completely numb as Taehyung watched the way she flinched.

"Taehyung—"

"Has he touched you? Huh?" Taehyung already had himself pressed up against her body. Even if she was quick to rip her wrist away from his own with an aggressive let go of me. Knowing that she was watching. All alongside Namjoon himself.

"Oh come on, Nami. . . don't go acting all defensive now." Taehyung couldn't help but laugh. Catching the instant tears that re brimmed her eyes as she felt his breath meet with her skin. Just like the night he fucked her. And just like the times he's had her in the same position she's in now when everyone's gone. Leaving it to be just them. And them only.

"Taehyung, I'm at work—" He was quick to cut her off with yet another laugh. It being so deep. Deep neigh to hear the isnanity it held, all while the quiet sound of his name came from the woman sitting at the table. It being so gentle. Yet so hurt as Nami met her eyes ever so quickly. Having pushed Taehyung away from her just enough to move herself back against the counter. But Taehyung didn't care to have them watch. He never did.

"Go ahead and lie to yourself just like you always do, huh? Either way it was only a good fuck, right?" Nami could see the unknown glossiness of his gaze. Even if his eyes were bloodshot enough to let her know that he was intoxicated. And that the pain was only increasing as she felt the way her lips began to tremble. And the way her heart went completely still as she met eyes with the man who had been watching. Watching Taehyung move away with another laugh. All while watching the girl who Jimin was using. . . embed another scar within her heart. But she'd go home and kiss the man who knew she loved him. And who knew she'd let use her. Because Nami wanted to feel needed. And Jimin filled that void. Continuing to please her just like he always did. Having whispered the most sinful things into her ear as the silent pleas of his name, caressed his own. But soon Nami would break. . . just like they always did.

Late update per usual T^T mommy is sorry. I will work harder! And lots more drama to come soon *evil laugh* writers block has been a bitch tho but I will fight it (*｀ω') Just know that Mommy loves you all so, so much and wishes for you to all receive the best of things in life. I luvs you! Night night >♡<