Louis and I have been fighting recently. I don't know if it's because of everything that has happened with Marlon or something else but I feel like our relationship is slowly dying. I don't want to lose Louis but, everything hasn't felt the same since.
He came downstairs. "Hey." He said as he went into the kitchen. "Hey? That's all you got for me?" I asked as I went into the kitchen. "Yeah.." He sighed. "Wow. Woke up on the wrong side of the bed?" I asked in an annoyed tone. "Yeah so what." He snarled. "What's your problem?" I asked. "Why does it matter? Go sit down or something. Just leave me alone." He said. "Excuse me?" I said with an angry tone. He walked up to me. "You heard me. I know you ain't deaf." He snarled. "You know, you've been a real ass lately and it's seriously pissing me off." I said as I got in his face. I walked away from him to feed Rosie. "Good." He mocked. "Oooohh that's it. I told you at school, you wanna break up just fucking tell me. Do not lead me on because that'll only hurt me more." I said. "I don't know what to say Clementine. You bitch day in and day out. We don't do much anymore." He said. I teared up and my blood started to boil. "Do I have to remind you about what I've been through? Do I have to remind you about my nightmares? My panic attacks? You're so fucking selfish. You know what....Fuck you, Louis. I can't do this anymore...maybe we weren't meant to be." I said. "I'm done." I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm. He turned me around and kissed me.
We haven't had a moment like this in weeks. Maybe that's why he's like this. He still pissed me off.
I wrapped my arms around his neck. He placed his hands on my waist. He pulled me closer to him, causing me to let out a moan. He placed his hands on my ass and lifted me. He placed me on the counter. We are doing this. We both need this. He took off his shirt. I took off my jean jacket and white jacket off. When I would be home I sometimes didn't wear a shirt under my jacket. It's just a thing girls do. Some guys do it too. Him and I were shirtless. He started kissing my neck. I started to moan.
Fuck, this man can really fuck me up. I should be angry with him but right now I want him in the sheets.
He picks me up and carries me to our room. He slammed me into the door. I fiddled around for the doorknob. I finally grab it and open it. We got in and he closed the door. He locked it behind us. He placed me on the bed and got on top of me. He started to unbutton my pants. He grabbed a condom out of the dresser and placed it on top of the dresser. He started kissing my neck again, leaving hickeys on my chest and neck.
(Oof some real shit there ♡)
Louis' POV
I've been a dick to her lately. I don't really know why. Marlon hurt her but right now, this moment, with her, it's worth it. Everything I go through, I wanna go through with her. I know we've been on and off lately but I love her. That will never change. I need to man up. Brody was right, I need to stop trying to control her and stop being childish. She needs me and I need her. Graduation is coming up soon and she needs me to help her with her speech. I'm not good with speeches. I'm done fighting with her. I need to be me. I need to find forgiveness for Marlon. I need to be the man she needs. I also need to buy more condoms. I gotta give her my everything just like she's giving me hers.
School the next day
Clementine's POV
I got to our table during lunch with Louis. Brody and Marlon walk over and sit together. "Hey uh Marlon." Louis said. He stands up. Marlon stands up too. "Hey Louis." He said. Louis put his hand out. "Brothers?" He said. Marlon smiled. He grabs Louis' hand and shakes it. Louis pulls Marlon close. "Don't kiss my girl again or I'm going to beat your ass." He whispered in his ear. "I won't bro, I promise." He said. They both sat down. Soon Duck, Vi, Sophie, Minnie, and Mari walked over. "Woah what's that on your neck Clem?" Mari asked. I turned red. "Hickeys, duh." Vi said. I covered my neck with my hoodie. "Good job Louis, now everyone can see it." Minnie said. Louis gave a nervous smile. "Hopefully your parents don't see that shit." Duck said. I rolled my eyes. "At least I get laid Duck." I said. "Oh shit." Vi laughed. "Well...girls dig black guys." He said. Louis looked at him. "Duck you're an idiot. Girls look for nice guys. It doesn't matter what their skin color is." I said as I rolled my eyes. "Oh Clementine, I don't think you ever heard of BBC." He smiled. I punched him as hard as I could. "Ow! What was that for?" He asked. Everyone started laughing. "Oh by the way, I was thinking we could go to Vegas this Friday." Louis said. "Wait for real?" Minnie asked. "Why not?" He asked. "Lou?" I asked. "Yeah?" He said. "Who's gonna take care of Rosie?" I asked. "Who's Rosie?" Vi asked. "Oh she's our puppy." I said. "You guys have a fuckin puppy and didn't tell me!?" Brody said. "Oops?" I questioned. "I'm going to your house after school." Brody said. "You guys can all come over and meet her if you want." I said. "She's a pit bull." I mentioned. "I love pit bulls." Marlon said. "Anyways, who's gonna take care of Rosie?" I asked. "Maybe your parents." Louis said. "They might. AJ loves puppies anyways so he'll probably beg them." I said. "Louis, put our playlist on." I said. He pulled out his speaker and played our playlist. We all sang along to the songs that played. Graduation is coming up soon and I'm getting anxious. Especially my big speech. I don't know how I'm going to do this but Louis is gonna help me. "You guys got a good playlist." Minnie said. "Yeah, thanks." I said. "Not much drama in school anymore." Vi said. "Seriously, most drama is with the freshmen." I said. "I miss watching you kick peoples asses." Minnie sighed. "I miss watching you and Louis falling for each other." Brody said. "We still keep falling." Louis said. I giggled. "Obviously, look at Clem's neck." Vi teased. "It's not that bad...is it?" I asked. Everyone nodded. I gave an annoyed glare at Louis. He chuckled and kissed my forehead. I rolled my eyes and kissed him. "Aww." Brody said. "Gross." Vi said. "Shut up, you do the same thing with Minnie." I said. "Yeah in private." Vi said. "Bullshit. Y'all did it at the bus stop 2 days ago." I said. "Y'all did it in the locker room." Brody said. "Don't forget the bathroom." Mari said. "And the shower." Sophie said. We all started laughing while Minnie and Vi went pink. "I love you guys, I really missed this." I said. They smiled. I looked at Louis and smiled.
Everything that's happened with us...it's worth it. We are going to get through anything and everything together. We are a bunch of outcasts to everyone yet to each other, we are a family. We've gained some and lost some but we are happy. And that's what truly matters. I know that Rosie wasn't around when everyone was over that one night but I didn't want to stress her out but she needs to meet everybody sooner or later.
(Thank you guys for all the support. I love the comments and seeing your reactions on the chapter. Much love. ~Cameron)
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Lost in your grip
Fanfiction(High school AU) Clementine is starting her senior year. She has a normal day till a new face sits next to her in her home room class. Little does she know, He's her future lover. (Cover art credit goes to _ditto_ moon_)
