Lost in your grip

Chapter 41 | Back to Vegas

Louis and I started packing for the trip to Vegas. I haven't been there since we were 18. I miss my friends. Brody and Marlon have a beach house in Hawaii. Ruby and Aasim live in Florida. Mitch moved to Seattle. Minnie, Sophie and their brother Tenn moved to Arizona. Vi decided to move in with them so she's in Arizona too. Louis and I go there sometimes. Vi and Minnie adopted a boy named Jacks. He's so adorable. I wish I had a son. One day I will, hopefully a daughter too. Mari and Duck had a daughter a few months ago. That's when they decided to move to San Diego. They named her Fiona. She's so sweet. "You finished packing yet babe?" Louis asked. "I think so." I said. "You look down, what's up?" He asked as he walked up to me. "Well....I've been thinking....how do I say this...well it's just that we haven't seen our friends in a long time." I said. "I miss them too Clem." He said. "When the super bowl comes around I'll buy them plane tickets so we can see them again." He said. I smiled. Let me take these for you, my love." He said as he grabbed our bags. I rolled my eyes. We took Rosie to a dogsitter. I was first to drive. "Okay so there's this place we have to stop at, it's called Alien Jerky." He said. "What the fuck?" I giggled. "It's in Baker along with the world's tallest thermometer." He said with a smile. "Okay." I said. "Never thought we would be on TV." He said. "Well you are full of surprises and I'm full of the real shit." I laughed. "Well we got A's in drama class." He added. "Yeah well let's just hope we can enjoy our vacation without people swarming us." I said. "Well I'm going to go live on Instagram." He said with a smile. "Alright fine." I said. "Hello everyone, it's your captain speaking. I'm here with my co pilot, Clementine Everett. Now your flight to Last Vegas will be landing in 3 hours or so." Louis said as millions of people watched his live. I rolled my eyes with a smile. "You're such an idiot." I laughed. He turned the camera at me. I rolled my eyes. "This is your co pilot speaking. Sorry for the captain, He's a dumbass but I love him so." I giggled. He turned the camera back at himself with his hand on his chest. "Ouch." He said. "Great now everyone knows where we're going." I said. He smiled. He started answering questions. "Are you and Clementine married?" He read. "Not yet." He said. "He's too scared to pop the question." I giggled. "Am not." He said. "Oh really?" I asked as I lifted one eyebrow. "I think we are just too young that's all." He said as he went pink. "Awe you two are the cutest couple in the world." He read. "Why we are glad to be of service." He said. "Holy shit. You weren't lying about the thermometer." I said as I looked at it. "There's Alien Fresh Jerky, go there please." He said. I pulled into the parking lot. "Louis, let's go." I smiled. We took a picture in front of this car full of aliens. "Thank you so much." I said as a lady handed me my phone. "Surprised she doesn't know us." Louis said. I nodded and we went inside with sunglasses and hoodies on. We didn't want to be noticed. We bought some drinks and jerky. "Dude this place is awesome." I said as we grabbed keychains. Louis smiled. We payed for everything. We got in the car and took off our hoodies. Louis fell asleep and I started to have thoughts running through my head.

Does he still want kids? I mean he did when we were 18 but I don't know. Am I ready for kids? I mean I wouldn't be able to do any movies for a while. And I mean a while. I mean I'm 21, I'm in the prime of my career, my life. Ugh this is so annoying. Now my fat ass is hungry and Louis is asleep. Fuck. I don't even know if he wants to marry me or not. We've been together for 3 years. Ugh I'm over thinking shit again.

I pulled over at an In n Out. The first place we ate when we first met. I woke Louis up. "Hungry aren't we?" He asked. "Louis we need to talk." I said. "What's up?" He asked with concern. "So I've got a shit ton of things on my mind." I started. "I've been thinking about having a kid..." I muttered. He gave me a shocked look. I sighed and teared up. "Hey, don't cry. We still got a lot ahead of us. I'll always be ready when you are but I mean we are still kind of young don't you think?" He asked. "I don't know. My mom had me when she was like 20." I said. "Yeah but you weren't planned." He said. "I just wanted your thoughts on it." I said as I looked over at him. "Well I don't know about now Clem...I just don't think I'll be a good father." I looked at him and punched him. "Get that shit out of your head Louis. You would be an amazing father and you know that." I said. He smiled as he rubbed his face. "Come on, let's get some food." He smiled. We ordered our food and he decided to drive. "Well we are officially in Nevada. Only about an hour now." He smiled. I started to doze off. He placed his hand on my inner thigh. I placed my hand on his and fell asleep.

I think it's time to just relax and not think about anything..

(So a lot of you think that she's pregnant and well maybe she is, maybe she isn't. Keep reading to find out. ~Cameron)