Chapter 20

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[the lyrics to hope not and the truth untold are so sad. It's like two
different sides of the same story. I cri. Anyways, there's captions so read the
lyrics as well. Then you can play this as you read if you want. This mash
Up just goes well with this story]



I'm sorry I saw more
To you than there actually was.
(I'm sorry for loving you too much)


Two weeks have passed and the music video was being released in a couple of days. I was super excited for it and couldn't wait to see the outcome. From what I saw, behind the scenes, it looks amazing.

I was so excited for the comeback that I forgot about My guy feeling.

"Hey y/n, can I talk to you?" Jungkook says on the other line.

"Sure. About what?"

"Just something" his voice didn't sound happy. It sounded serious.

"It's okay y/n, you prepared yourself. You prepared yourself" I say to myself and grab my things to meet up with Jungkook.

"So what'd you wanna talk about?" I ask.

"Us"

"What do you mean?" I knew exactly what he meant.

"I can't do this.."

"Can't do what"

"I'm not ready to be in a relationship, I'm a fuck up and I keep hurting you. I think that it really is best for us to stay friends"

"Okay then. If that's what you want" I look him in the eyes. His dark brown eyes, the ones i've Come to love. The ones I will always love and miss.

I took in a deep breath and grabbed my bag from the chair as I stood up.

"I'm sorry y/n"

I put on a smile, "it's fine, really. See you at work" I walk out of the coffee shop and got inside my car. Driving away to wherever this car will take me.


I somehow ended up on the beach. I sat down on the sand and watched the waves move in and out. Listening to the seagulls fly around.

"You can't cry. You prepared yourself." I let out a sigh.

"I was right, right before his birthday too.." I lay down on the sand and stare at the sky and seagulls flying around with it's flock.

My phone rang and I grabbed it out of my pocket. The caller ID read, "Jimin"

I picked up the call.


"Hello?" I say.

"Hey..where are you?"

"Home" I lied.

"Really?"

"Mhm"

"Okay, I was just wondering. Bye"

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