Would've given you the moon

Explanation

Here's an explanation or why I wrote this book.

This book is...basically me. This is my story, everything that happened, happened to me.
Not everything exactly, but most of it happened to me. I had to add a few things of course to make it a bit more interesting.
Their "relationship" was mines. It wasn't actually a relationship or..an official one anyways. Everything y/n said, were my thoughts and what I actually went through.

As for the members, they kind of represented my friends. My close friends, my best friends. Jimin was the one who was there for y/n the most, I know. I actually kind of just combined my friends and what I wish I would've told myself into Jimin. I didn't want to have all the members individually be the one who was there for her 99% of the time. That would've been too much lol. Y/n was me, but Jimin was also...me LMAO if that makes sense. Jimin was the new me, the me that learned her lesson, the me that wish I would've been there for myself.

Anyways, the members had a bit of my best friends in them.

I was in a toxic relationship for half a year.
Most of what happened in the story is true.
If you're curious about which part was true, feel free to comment or message me. I don't mind answering.

It was a really tough time for me after I let the man who broke my heart a billion times go.
He was my first love, so he had a really big impact on my life. He was the first person I let back in after my old best friend hurt me.

I had trust issues after my old best friend and...my first love broke down my walls and I felt like I could trust him. I felt like, "yeah, he's the one"

GIRL HE WASN'T LMFAO

But yeah, he hurt me a lot. It was seriously mentally and emotionally SO, SO tiring. I don't know I was able to handle all his bullshit for half a year. That's crazy to me.

It took me quite a while to move on and forget him. To stop loving him.

It took me maybe half a year to get over him.
It was really hard because everything reminded me of him. It's hard because you have to adjust to...not texting someone everyday and waking up to no good morning text, not good night texts.

Yes, he left me alone a lot which taught me to be independent without him, but he was still there if that makes sense lol. Like...when we were "together" we would talk a lot, maybe a few hours without talking but then we'd talk again. When we weren't "together" I was alone of course or I was just his friend.

Usually I was just his friend but he'd flirt here and there. We'd talk like friends but he would just flirt sometimes or even if we were friends, I never messaged him or called him, nothing. Because I knew we were just friends. He was the one who would message etc me first.

But I knew, at the back of my head, I knew he'd come back. That's why I kept taking him back and that's just sad. Pity, is what I see lol. Gross LMAO. I hate that I took him back so many times. Like...was it even worth it?

NO TF IT WASNT🤣🤣😭

But I don't hate him. I'm more thankful to him than hate. He taught me how I shouldn't be treated. It's just a stage you have to pass I guess..I was angry yeah, but then I moved on and got over it. I opened my eyes more and became thankful instead.

Remember ladies and gentlemen,

Never doubt your worth. Never think you aren't enough okay?

You are a strong independent woman/man , you don't NEED him/her alright. You only want him/her.
Cause girl/dude , do you REALLY need him? No. I don't think so.

👏🏻Never👏🏻 settle👏🏻 for 👏🏻 less 👏🏻

LOVE YOURSELF

You dat bitch. Remember that sis. 😉😚