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CHAPTER 6

Taehyung's P.O.V.

I got out from the bathroom "umm . Did you carry me here?" She asked. "Who else would ?" she nodded "okay" she must gave noticed I finished taking a bath . She checked the time in her phone."You better wash up before we have dinner ." I smiled at her and exited the room.

Dinner must be ready.

We all sat in our chairs and ate the dinner served. I sat beside her , with Namjoon and Chaeyoung across us, Jisoo on the left corner and Lisa in the right across Jisoo..

We chat, laugh and eat . In the middle of eating, Namjoon had his head down the whole time. While Chaeyoung didn't seem to be that happy at all. She seems worried, and both of them seemed off. Jennie was constantly worried and curious at the same time, and both Jisoo and Jennie would give signals at each other, talking about Chae and Namjoon. And Lisa, she only cares for her food.

"Umm.. Please excuse me." Chae stood from her seat and walked to her room. " Excuse me too ." Namjoon followed Chae . After they went, Jisoo just sighed and shook her head. Jennie became more worried and both of us shared stares. I sighed. While Lisa, stared at us for awhile, curious too but she didn't mind much and continued eating.

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Dinner was soon over and now Lisa just sits in couch with Jisoo watching tv. Jennie went to her room and laid in her bed . I shut the door behind me. She looked back and saw me coming forward . I sat in the edge of her bed and I stare at her for so long. She shuts her eyes and I think she's annoyed. Does she not feel anything?

"You're not going back at your dorm yet?" She asked. "No. We don't have schedule tomorrow and I want to spend time with my sister. Can't I?"

"Of course you can ." She arranged her bed and burried herself in the sheets . I went to the couch and slept. I want her to notice me and she did . What could she be thinking? Does she feel bad for her brother?

It has been minutes she still cannot sleep. She's trying to sleep now. She covered her face and tried to sleep. She doesn't know I've been watching her. I should do something. And so, I attempted to make my self fall.

Then a loud bang. She remove the sheets from her face and I am sure she saw me "Taeh.." She lifted me up, and I am trying to be more heavy.

"Jennie," She stopped. She wanted to hear me out. It looks like I am dreaming to her but I am only pretending. My eyes are closed and I pretend to be asleep but I keep saying words. She continued lifting me up. "I wish we weren't siblings... " I said. And it came true. But what i really wish is you'll feel the same. Though I seemed desperate, making her confused of what I meant, I couldn't help it.

Until... We reached the edge of the bed, " It feels wrong, but I don't want to see you as a sister." And I don't. We're not . But you just don't feel the same. We fell on the bed with me on top, "can I kiss you?" I couldn't wait anymore. I feel so desperate. She couldn't move, my eyes are still closed, face just inches far, her nose touching the tip of mine and my lips making a shape . I don't know what to do, I don't care whatever happens.

Just then, the sound of the door seemed like it opened and I just fall unto her and kissed her. Then it just closed. I don't know if they saw us , I don't really care. She was shocked but she just gave up later on. I started to bite her lip, as she repeats. Our tounges intertwine each other and I know she's feeling like this isn't right. And This... has been my first kiss. I am glad its her...

She suddenly pushes me slowly and I just act asleep and fall off beside her . I cannot stop thinking of what happened. However, I can feel like she's freaking out. She only sees me as her brother. I saw her move and face the other side and I faced where she faced too. I pulled her closer to me getting a grip of her real hard. I put my hands over her waist , my head near to her face, and my leg on top of her body. Now you have no escape. She tries getting out but I am too strong.

"Jennie, don't you not feel anything else for me? Like feeling something wrong?" My eyes are shut , pretending to be in a dream ... "I... " she hesitates while I wait for her answer...

" You're only dreaming..." she didn't continue her answer which made me a little down.i might have disappointed her because of doing all these things to her. I shouldn't have been that quick, I should've waited patiently and told her truthfully. But then I kissed her. And all she Is thinking about is me as her brother. I hugged her throughout the night and never lost grip..

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Jennie's P.O.V.

We fell on the bed with him on top, "can I kiss you?" Fuck. Does he even know what's he doing? I couldn't move, his eyes are still closed, face just inches far, his nose touching the tip of mine and lips just a kiss away . I don't know what to do, I just closed my eyes and...

I don't know what to do, I don't care whatever happens. Just then, the sound of the door seemed like it opened , Jisoo's hand ? But i guess she thought i was sleeping so she closed it. But before that, he just fell unto me and he kissed me. I was shocked but I just gave up. I let myself be bewitched of this meaningless kiss, a dangerous kiss cause I knew it was only a dream. And he is my brother. I thought, what the hell was I thinking? But still, I continued. He but my lip and so did i. I followed every movement he did.

I tried to analyze if this is real and yes it is. It isn't a dream. But, for him, it's only a dream. A dream he should never remember. If he does remember this, it would seem awkward. He is my brother but why does my heart say he isn't? Am I losing my mind?

Our tongues intertwine each other and I know that this isn't right at all. This... has been my first kiss. I am glad it's him but he's dreaming, and he will never feel the same. He should never feel the same Jennie. He shouldn't. This isn't right at all. Snap back to reality Jennie!

I suddenly push him slowly and he falls off beside me. I cannot stop thinking of what happened. I faced the other side and suddenly He pulled me closer to him getting a grip of me real hard. He puts his hands all over my waist, his head near to my face, and his leg on top of my body. I try getting out, but he is too strong.

"Jennie, don't you not feel anything else for me? Like feeling something wrong?" Your dreaming... it's not true. I know you feel nothing .. but I do. "I..." do. I fucking do, and you don't. "You're only dreaming..." I didn't continue my answer cause i know he's just having a weird dream. He hugged me throughout the night and never lose grip..

But I couldn't sleep .. the scene of him kissing me is still vivid in my mind. It's still clear. The way our tongues intertwine with each other, the way he hugs me tight , those words he said, I can remember it all. Why do I have to fall in this trap? Why do you have to dream such a dream? Is this the evil fate's work???

Only tears came out. It should have felt happy , but it makes me more sad that its only a dream.. Something surreal but never true. It's all a lie. And everything about this feeling is just wrong.. I can't bear it anymore. But if I told you about all of this, I know it would be over. And I don't want you to lose a sister, and I don't want to lose you as my brother. I don't wanna lose these feelings, but I have to.

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Such an intense and sad chapter...

what do you think happens next? ^-^