CHAPTER 31

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Jimin's P.O.V.

"I love you, but differently. You make me feel butterflies on my stomach, make me feel so loved. My heart skips a beat when I am with you, but I .... I..... I think I still love him. And maybe that's why I can't love you. Because you're different, Different from him.

I'm sorry.." I heard her last words from the other line. Yoongi called me when he called her, and I definitely heard everything.

I tried so much not to let her hear my crying. But... it has been so much.

It wasn't her fault, I was the one who willingly helped her and be with her. I made her confused, and so helpless.

"It's fine Jennie. I am here to listen to you. To everything you feel. If you feel it's wrong, make it right. If you have to let go on one thing, you must before everything is too late. You live your life making people happy while your unfine. That's not fine Jennie. This time, it's your turn to be happy. "

I heard Yoongi said back to her.

Why are you that kind Jennie?

Why do you not prioritize yourself first, Jennie.

Without any notice, Yoongi was rubbing my back, comforting me.

"Hyung..." he smiles at me and hugs me. My hyung is actually this sweet. He may look cold, but deep inside he's sweet and cute.

I'll let her be the one to end it. I'll just this enjoy for a while... before it ends.

I can't help but to think about her the whole day..

I don't know what to do, I just stare at her door, feeling hesitant to come in.

I don't know why, but the more I am happy, she actually gets hurt. And I feel bad for it.

Because until now, I can't accept the thought that I'm actually falling for her.

But she can't give me back the same love I give her.

However, I'm still fulfilled for being part of her life, and for at least trying to make her happy, even though how much I'll fall, nobody will catch me...

Perhaps, I suggested this, and I did this.. It's my fault... it's me who started all of this...

And it's me who should end this. But now, i'll have to enjoy the remaining time..

"Jennie, i'm coming over... "

I texted as I walked to her dorm.

............

As the door opened revealing Jennie's face I pulled her out and ran fast across the hallways..

She seemed very shocked and dumbfounded because I suddenly took her. "Jimin" she called me but I didn't listen and just continued pulling her until we reached our destination.. "Jimin, is this where you're taking me?" I nodded and smiled silently.. "Come," I shrugged the bushes of my sight which led us to a secret beautiful spot. " wait, what? " she was bewitched by the amazing view which she just saw.

She ran around the sand and stared back at me which freaked me out.. She likes it right? Or she doesn't? She then pulled me for a hug and whispered, "I like it very much, Jimin.. Thank you.." we both pulled out from the embrace and she slowly turned her back and walked away, i stopped her, "and you like me too right?" i joked.. She seemed hesitant to answer but she said, "yes, of course I do.." with her back at me.. Of course you do, as a friend Jennie..

I heaved a sigh.. I guess there's nothing i can do.. It's not her fault and it's completely fine. As long as she's fine.. My thoughts stopped when she suddenly calls my name leading me to the boardwalk on the beach.. "Come here..." she says as she grabs my hand and we sat at the edge of the boardwalk...

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