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CHAPTER 4

Chaeyoung's P.O.V.

Dinner was ready so we sat in the chairs and we started eating. We talked a lot about me and Namjoon, how everything started.

FLASHBACK

It is another music awards show and many groups of different entertainments were here, us Blackpink are too. I asked permission to get out and I try to go around for a while. I calm myself and watch the fans who are here for us too. Many are cheering for us even though we hadn't perform yet. They wanted to see us badly already. I smiled at how loving they are.

I barely have minutes left so I head to the fire exit trying to give myself some time alone. Then I bumped into someone. "Ah." Our elbows hit and I slide on the wet floor and my hair is stuck in to the zipper of his jacket. How could this happen?

"Umm. Sorry miss ... " he said , trying to get my hair out of the jacket. "Ah..ah.. ah! That hurts!" I screamed

"Um. Sorry ... There its done." I stood up and fixed myself. "Omo, we'll perform sooner. I have to hurry.. umm thanks and sorry. I have to go now."

He held my hand before I could leave, "um, is this yours?" He showed me a beautiful bracelet with my name on it. "Yes. Thanks..." I met his eyes and he seemed familiar to me.. "Kim Namjoon?" I asked. He looked at me in shock. "Chaeyoung?" I nodded. "I didn't expect you to be here." I smiled. "Me too... you should probably leave now. You're about to perform and we might get caught here in a wrong situation.." I ran fast back to the dressing room.

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It's already late at night and we're all exhausted from the performance. *Ting. A message request? I read it..

Unknown: Hi it's Namjoon from BTS. I just wanna say sorry for what happened
before. If it's fine, I'll treat you coffee
tomorrow?

Of course. But actually its fine.
I know you'll insist, so meet
you tomorrow.
Seen

YOU CHANGED HIS NAME TO

KIM NAMJOON SUNBAE

I don't know why but I suddenly had butterflies on my stomach. I idolize him in BTS so maybe that's why it's like this?

END OF FLASHBACK

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We chat, dine and laugh. Later, Namjoon looked at his phone and it seems like he is having a conversation with someone. Maybe it's just from BTS..

He wasn't chatting that much with all of us and it seems a little off. I noticed his hands getting a little pressured, he was furious of something and I wanted to calm him down. So I held his hand, but he jerked it off making me feel a little offended. I tried to talk to him softly, or hold his hand again, but he would just cut me off. I became silent for a long while so the others seemed to notice the tension between me and namjoon and they start to get curious..

I looked down at his phone trying to get at least bits of information why he was acting like this. But then he started to smile cheekily and cautiously which was weird and I saw some messages about love, marriage or something about a girl. And so I felt speechless. Jennie started to ask me if I was alright and I just nodded back. I couldn't get it... I couldn't understand why he would do this to me.. Everyone was getting more curious and worried and I didn't wanna make them feel uncomfortable if I started to make a scene in the dining table.

And I can't help it anymore so I excused myself. "Umm... Please excuse me ..." I stood up and head to my room. "Excuse me too.." Namjoon followed me and shut the door in my room. "What's wrong?" He asked me. He just acted like he didn't know and like I wouldn't know.

"Seriously? You don't know when the reason Is obviously you.. " He looked at me with confusion in his eyes. "Oh, now you're playing victim? You think I wouldn't know, you seriously jerked me off just so that you could focus on your phone and with whoever that girl is which made you smile smile ear to ear?" He chuckled right after I said that. Wait, did he seriously do that while I am being serious here? What the hell?

Calm down Chae.. You're not like this. It must be something else, it can't be true... right? I sighed.

He grabbed my hand put massaged my palm. "Chae, it was nothing serious. It was just eoma." He sighed, "you were about talking about a girl, cause mom wanted me to find love and marry someone she wants me to be with. But she can't stop us." I looked at his eyes, with full sincerity, and I could tell he wasn't lying. He already told me of how controlling his mother was. And I could tell that he was telling me the truth. "Does she know anything about us?" I can't help but ask. "Of course not. It is none of her business of who I am with and who I am in a relationship with. And she could never tear us apart." He said as he caressed my cheek.

"And the reason i smiled, was because of you. Cause you are that the girl I only wanna marry.. No one else but you." Marry, my foot. "We're not even official yet you're talking bout marriage." I joked.

"Do you wanna make us official then?" I turned speechless. I was only joking since he joked about the marriage thing.. "Chae, " he looked at me seriously and he's not joking.. My heart beats faster and faster as he gets closer and closer to me, "namjoon I, -" he cuts me off with a tight hug. "Chae, I will wait for you. Whenever you want or how long it may be I will wait for you." I smiled. He's just sweet. And I don't wanna waste any time or regret anything at all. But I am afraid..

"It's up to you... I don't really know joon."

"You want to, but you're afraid isn't that it?"

"What if we get caught ?"

"Then we'll surrender. We'll announce it to all." He seem calm. And he doesn't know how I feel

" it's not that... it's just maybe they'll all be against us?"

"Who cares? we love each other so what's the problem? We'll face the world if we have to. Nothing can stop us." He seems dreamy and strong. But I feel so small and weak. He can do that. I can't. But he will be there, and it just builds up my strength and confidence....

"So are we know official? No, I will say it. We are official .. Now you're not alone , I'll always be by your side..." He hugged me tighter making me feel more assured that he will be by my side. And my heart did somersaults. "Your heart surely beats a lot and louder whenever you are with me.." My face was red. Shit. Was it that loud? We broke the hug and silence filled the air.

"Umm... Are you not going to go back at your dorm?" I broke the silence. "No. we don't have schedule tomorrow and Taehyung is staying too. So I'll stay. " He smiled...

"Okay. But, I don't have any extra bed. Just a couch there in the corner."

"How about with you in bed? I am not doing anything scandalous. Put pillows in between if you want ." I was a little nervous but then I know I could trust him... "oh-okay, a-alright.." He softly giggled as I stuterred. "I promise I won't, so trust me." He sad as he puts a border between both of us.

"Goodnight My puffball..." he kissed my forehead and at the same my heart melted.

"Goodnight joonie..." I turned the night lamp and slept. I don't think I can even sleep thinking so deeply of how this just all happened... This happiness is just unbelievable.

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