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CHAPTER 39

Jennie's P.O.V.

I woke up finding myself on my bed, covered with blanket and a piece of cloth on top of my head.

Wait, since when was I here?

I remembered I was only in the amusement park and then... I collapsed.

The noise out my room filled my ears. Are BTS all here? Wow, it's just like there's no sick person in this house...

I should just go back to sleep...

Just when I was about to close my eyes, the door cracked open revealing a familiar man's figure.

It's Yoongi.

"Yoongi~ah" I called him. He sat at the edge of my bed, as I sat up.

"Be careful.." He helps me sit properly, placing pillows in my back so that I can be comfortable.

"So you were stressed and didn't tell us huh? We were sick worried you know.."

"I'm sorry. I didn't expect I would faint.."

"It's not your fault but you should've just told at least the girls or Taeh and Jimin or even me if you were that stressed.."

"Is everyone outside?" I ask as Jin's loud voice fills up my ears.. I guess they are... Yoongi then giggles as I laugh at Jin's cracking voice. It makes me want to crack..

"I know your mind is too pre-occupied at this moment but, if you continue it with Jimin, you're only gonna get more stressed..."

Jimin...

"I-i know. I just have to think of a better time and of course I'll tell him soon, I can't bare to hurt him more. "

"I hope you'll do it as soon as you can, I can't bare you suffering like this anymore." I nod slowly as I thought about it.

"How are you? " I don't know. Sick. Helpless. Fucking breathless.

"I'm fine." I responded calmly,

" I know you aren't. "

"If you knew, why do you have to ask?"

"You know why I have to. Stop being like this and end it all if its making you suffer Jennie!" He is mad?

"I-i sorry for shouting.." I hear him sniffle and I knew right there he was crying.

Why the hell is so affected?

"Yoongi?" I call for him but it was only silence.

"Yoongi?"

"I'm sorry, but I hope you remember what I said Jennie..."

He smiled, and got up from the bed, heading to the door. He got out and left me, shutting the door slowly.

Why could he be crying ?

Was he affected?

He was right, the only way to end everything, is to end it all.

And I have to end it,

It's for the best of both of us.

......

I was walking around in circles, again and again holding my phone.

I am thinking of how, when, where to end it without hurting him. But of course he eventually will.

I sat at the edge of my bed fidgetting my phone.

What should I do?

I typed so many times, typing again and again but I end up deleting them.

I just couldn't tell him eventhough he's just out there, and so I'll just semd him a message instead..

"Jimin, could we
go out? I
have something to
tell you... : )"
~Sent ¤

Wait what?!

Oh my gosh I sent it to him . Shit . Shit. Shit. Shit. I was hurrying on deleting it when I got his reply.

"Of course. Where
do you wanna go?"
~Jiminie

"To where everything
started."

I replied him back since he already saw the message and I can't do anything about it.

..........

In the dark corner, on a rainy day, where I slept under the rain, shivering and cold, a man lifted me up and saved me.

He loved me..

I made him suffer..

And now he's in front of me, again under the rain, under a dark stormy night, ending his suffering. And mine..

My lips quiver at the sight of him.

I hugged him tight, for the very last time, hoping it will at least make him feel warm.

"You know so well how much you've treated me, loved me and made me happy. But I.. I haven't made you feel the same way. " we realeased from eachother's embrace and I look at him with pity and sadness in my eyes.

I'm sorry.

This is all I can do..

"But I wanted you to know, I tried. I tried to love you back so many times. I'm sorry... but I do love you Jimin. I love you. But you know the difference between how you love me and how much I do. And-"

"And I know you love me. You don't have to be sorry, it's not your fault. Eventhough how much you want to force, you can't force your heart to love me while it actually wants him. "

He smiles at me, and I know it isn't fake, because his eyes says the same thing too. He's happy.

"Why are you smiling??" I can't help but tear.

"Because finally, you've found out. Finally, you're having the strength . And finally, you're gonna be happy truly. And that's what make me happy. Just to see you smile."

I take a heavy sigh and look at him.

"I don't want to hurt you, I didn't mean to, I wanted to make you smile too. But I ended up hurting you, and it's hurting me too. I thought I can love you the same way but... The heart wants what it wants.. And I also want you to meet someone better, you will meet someone better than me. Someone you can treasure, and treasures you back, someone you can love the same way she'll love you, someone you deserve. And that isn't me. So.. We have to end this suffering, and find true love with someone else.
You deserve someone better than me."

He smiles and finally it has come to an end. I won't hurt any more, and he'll find a better person than me. Who'll treasure him, love him truly, in hardships and hapiness and until the end of time.

"Friends?" He put a hand before me, and I look at him, he's joyous..

"You really think it's fine for you to be friends with someone who hurts you?"

"I know you blame yourself for everything, but it's none of your fault okay. Besides, what's wrong with that? If I get hurt then that will be my fault this time, I allowed it. " I stare at him again and shaked his hand

"Friends.."

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