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CHAPTER 67

Hoseok's P.O.V.

Lisa😊

"Lisa, let's talk... I'll fetch
you out the building.. 🙃"
Seen

I sent the text to Lisa as I sat out of her building. I've been sitting here for hours, fidgetting with my phone as I hesitate to send her the text, but now I accidentally sent it..

I'm not regretting it at all, I'm just a little anxious of what she might say.

I know she doesn't feel the same way as I do, but it doesn't matter. I need to tell her clearly, again...

The last time I confessed, I wasn't entirely sure of it. I was doubting my feelings at that time,that I freaked her out.

"I think I really like you..."

I nessed up that she had to ignore me. She was afraid I'd expect something from her that I had to take back my words...

"I'm really sorry for freaking you out at that night.. Just forget it, it was really nothing.. I'm so sorry.."

And it only made it worsen.

I'm such a fool, and now, it's that time to clear things up...

At that time where I don't know what I was entirely feeling yet, at that time I wasn't certain of what I should do, and at that time I expected too much from her, and so I hurt her...

But now, I won't..

I'm certain of what these feelings are and I'm capable to resist just being her friend, cause I realized I love her...

Yet what I'm uncertain about is if she will come down to see me...

I don't think she will, but I'm full of hope..

Cause I'm j-hope..

I sighed. The sunshine me is still inside me, but the hopeless is still relevant.

Lisa...

I heave another sigh.

"Hi." A voice from the back said, which made my heart beat fast. She slowly taps on my shoulder, making me face towards her.

She puts on a faint smile on her face, with her hair flowong flawlessly with the wind. Her lips were dry, cheeks not puffy as it used to be, and the tint of redness on her cheek was no longer there. Her eyes were puffy, with a hint of sadness in it.

"I-uh.. Lisa..." I called. "Let's not talk her sunbae-nim. Let's go to the park..." sunbae-nim...

She used to call me Hoseok, Hoseok oppa but now, sunbae...

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Third Person's P.O.V.

The two heads to the park, waking in a slow pace. Nothing else filled between them but silence and not a glance they both tried to share.

The cold breeze rushed, making tgem both shiver silently in cold.

As they continue walking, their fingers brushed with each other, making them both shudder.

They continue to avoid each other's gazes, with Lisa putting her hands on her pockets as Hoseok presses his lips.

They slowly reached the park, both anxious for each other's statements, which they'll state later on...

"Lisa, I won't keep it longer. I'm really sorry for startling you at that night, and for swallowing my own words at that night." Hoseok starts.

"Yes, I was not entirely sure of my words at that time. I'm sorry I scared you away." Hoseok glued his eyes at the ground, squinting his eyes as he remembers the memories..

"I'm sorry for leaving you with no explanation too. I was just scared because of you saying the word think, which means you weren't sure." Lisa replies back with thoughts on her head.

'I'm sorry I was afraid because of you saying you like me, that I might end up telling you I feel the same way too.. Yet you aren't sure yet.. And I didn't want to trouble you because of my feelings..'
Lisa said in her mind, hesitant to say..

"But that was that foolish me. At that time I wasn't sure if these feelings.. But now I know. And I'm certainly sure I don't like you at all." Hoseok claims, which made Lisa gulp in pain.

'I knew those words weren't true. Maybe you knew I liked you that's why you confessed..' Lisa thought to herself.

"I realize it's because I don't like you and that I'm in-love with you. I love you." As soon as Hoseok says those words, Lisa raised her head, eyeing the hesitant Hoseok.

"Hoseok I-" he cuts her off, "I know.. I'm already ready to accept only being your friend. You don't need to apologize."

"No, Hoseok no.." Lisa stops him from his tracks, Hoseok halting and turning his direction back to Lisa.

"Hoseok oppa.. The real reason I ran away was that I was scared. I was afraid I'd tell you I like you too. I was afraid that you were just confessing because you already knew of my feelings, and didn't want me to feel hurt." Lisa lowers her head, biting her lips continuosly.

"Lisa... Is that true?" Hoseok softly asks, a hint of joy in his eyes.

"Yes. It is..."

"Lisa, why are you feeling down then?"

"Do you really.. have feelings for me or you just knew right ahead about my feelings and decided to do tjis because of me?"

"No, Lisa.. I really have feelings for you. And I had no idea at all that you felt the same." Hoseok pulls her chin up to face him, "Look at me in the eyes, Lisa."

"But there's something else..." She adds, and hesitates. "Tell me..."

"Hoseok I'm really sorry. I now that you know we like each other you might want to ask me to date you. But... I'm not ready."

"I'm still scared to date anyone, and I hope you'd be fine with that."

Hoseok plasters a wide smile on his face after hearing her words, "I'm not rushing you. I know you are still afraid to enter the couple world, especially that we are in this idol's society and everyone is looking up unto us. But know that I'm always here for you, and I won't rush you.."

"I'll be waiting for you... until you are ready.."

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Lisa's P.O.V.

After the whole deep talks, we started heading back to my dorm since it was already late midnight.

Yet it's a different walk back to the dorm.. It's a special one.

I never expected things would turn out this way, yet I don't regret at all. I'm happy that it lead to this, and that no one is hurt.

And I'm more glad to see his smile, which makes me smile...

I can't assure if I'll be able to sleep well. Especially after all turn of events occured and after this walk to the dorm...

.............
An update for y'all!!🙃

I know I've been shipping other members lately both hope you won't mind it at all, this story isn't just about Tannie but BTS and Blackpink and the whole kpop scheme..

It's fine if you don't really like some of my ships and especially LiliHope, but don't worry next chapter is gonna be about Tannie already!

Hope you like this Chap! 💞💞💞

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