Brother || ✓

CHAPTER 65

Jennie's P.OV.

Our music video has premiered, and we were so excited to see our blinks' reactions. "I can't believe it, it's this day!" Lisa exclaimed in joy, which surprised the rest of us three.

Lisa has been moody and unsocial these past week, and it was unexpected for her to suddenly be this outgoing. "Lisa, is everything alright now?" I assume something's wrong before and now she seems to have solved that problem.

"Oh yeah, you are now back to your usual self! Lalicee is back..." Chaeyoung pulled her into a tight hug, startling Lisa. "Lisa, we were so worried of you, so care to share?" Jisoo asked which stopped Lisa.

"What do you mean? Nothing happened.. I got to go now, my manager's calling me." She gulped, putting on a faint smile on her face as she lies.

"I don't know what's happening, but I'm sure she isn't fine." Chaeyoung starts, frown written on her face. "Jennie, you have a closer relationship with Lisa than the rest of us, so try knowing what's on her mind lately.."

"I don't she'll tell me immediately.. You know how bubbly and outgoing but very secretive she is as a person." I state, watching Lisa as she walks away, now a small dot from afar.

"I'm sure she'll tell you. She trusts you more than any of us here...." Jisoo pats my head, as she stood out from the couch, leaving me and Chaeyoug here alone.

I heaved a sigh as I stare at the ceiling, when a familiar voice called my name. It's manager-nim...

I guess we all have to go now.

..........

As we all got in the van, I hastily put on my earphones, plucking the buds on my ears as I play bts mv stay gold.

This just premiered while our mv also premiered, but we were all too excited to see the music video ourselves and scroll through the comments in secret.

I squinted my eyes as I listen to their song, though it's japanese, I can feel their sincerity through their voices...

I opened my eyes as Taehyung's cold and deep voice ringed in my head, looking at his facial features as he acts in the mv. He has grown much mature than ever, the past childish and lively Taehyung, almost gone..

Though that childlike side of him has gone, I'm happy he has grown much maturely, knowing how to handle things more well...

When we were still known as siblings, he used to be this baby, who always cries for help. But now, he's that grown up man who can do things on his own, and he could understand the reality better.

But I'm worried that he wouldn't have that much happiness because of me being his girlfriend, and that he would care for me before him first. I'm worried that my decisions isn't what he really likes and can be happy of, that he thinks too maturely he couldn't have his freedom that much...

I sighed again..

'Stay gold forever gold
Just close your eyes
say nothing

I'll steal your heart
Like magic
If it's a miracle, I'll show you'

Taehyung, you've stolen my heart completely,

That I'm afraid to be consumed with this much hapiness,

Because maybe some day it might be replaced with sadness, like magic...

..........

Performing on stage, I give out my best. Our blinks will watch this on the show, and I'm afraid I wouldn't be worth it.