Thoughts were rushing in the smaller's mind at incredible speed, flashback to all the time they had spent together, all their memories he treasured so dearly.
The black haired boys eyebrows furrowed.
"I didn't leave you Jimin" He growled. "You left, you left for Hoseok."
Jimin hiccuped again, fat tears rolling down his cheeks and snot glistering over his thick lips.
"Why did you let me?" He ran a hand over his eyes. "Why didn't you hold me back?"
He regretted it, he regretted not seeing these things earlier, not realising he had pushed off his guilty want, his unforgivable want for Taehyung on the first man that had passed, Hoseok.
Taehyung's eyes brows furrowed again.
"What the hell are you saying Jimin? Are you drunk?"
The loud sounds of the arcade games buzzed in Jimin's ears as well as the loud sound of his ugly cries.
"Do you still love me?" He asked.
Taehyung's eyes widened.
"Answer Tae" Jimin's voice ushered weekly. "Do you?" And in that moment, Jimin had never wished for anything more, he had never craved anything as much as he did Taehyung's love.
Yes, Taehyung thought.
No, you need to get over him.
Yes.
no, he's bad for you.
Yes
no, he'll hurt you more, he doesn't love you back, it's only one sided, he would never love you the way you do-did, the way you did.
Yes, you do love him.
No, save yourself.
Save him.
Taehyung's arms wrapped around Jimin's shaky shoulders, pushing his sobbing face into his shoulder and gently stroking his blue hair.
"I could never stop loving you, Jimin." he said, not even listening to all the voices in his head that were yelling at him for giving in.
"I-"Jimin sobbed. "I think i'm falling in love with you too."
THE END
Alright guys, this is it!
I hope you liked this fanfic (it was intense I'm sorry)
I was actually very flattered to know I got to make some of you feel the way characters did, like I felt kind of powerful :)
Anyway thank you so much to all the people who supported this story
(even if you didn't ship vmin)
I got a lot of super sweet comments and for that I am grateful
thanks for reading until the end and yeah,
hope to see you soon,
in some of my others book :)
