blood, sweat and TEARS

One

Jimin(POV)

It's hard to practice the new dance steps with constant distraction of his moving body. "Jimin, do you mind watching your feet instead of Kookie's ass?" Tae whispers in my ear. 

I feel fire heat my cheeks, as I lower my head and try to keep up with the dance. I look back at Tae who raises his eyebrows knowingly. I look down again tripping over my own feet. The rest of the boys die in laughter. Jungkook comes over offering me his hand.  I take it shyly. "thanks JK." he ruffles my hair, then slaps my back playfully giving me one of his sweet smiles. 

"Okay boys, dinner time." Namjoon comes between me and Tae wrapping his arms around our necks and pulling us roughly toward him. "Good work boys. what do you guys want for dinner." Before I can answer I feel some one jump on to my back. "Faster Sexy Mochi." he nuzzles his nose into my neck, and It takes all my power to not carry him back to our room.

"I though I was cooking dinner tonight?" Jin asks as he walks beside us with Yoongi. "you always say that after practice and then you lay on the couch for hours leaving us to starve." Namjoon leaves us and walks to the elevator, where he tries to press the button, but Jin keeps pushing his hand away.

Kookie climbs off my back to run after them, I feel the overwhelming loss of his heat.

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 All of the boys walk in front of  Tae and I on our way to the restaurant down the street. Its not good, but its the only place that is open at this time, so we have become accustomed to the taste. "you know he knows right?" 

"What, no he doesn't. w-why, your the only one who knows. did you tell them?" He looks hurt, shrugging my hand off of his shoulder. "You don't trust me, after everything?"

"No of course, of course i'm sorry, b-but why would he know?"

"Jimin, your face turns red the moment he is in within ten feet of you, not to mention that you couldn't keep your eyes off of him all through practice today, and for the past six years, if he doesn't know he is clueless."

"No, we're frien- no we're family, we all are. he doesn't think anything except that we are brothers, that's all we are ever going to be, and that's okay with me." I say with a slightly sad smile.

Tae looks at me like he wants to tell me something, but quickly turns away. "What? what, is it?" 

"Listen, Jimin, I don't want you to get your hopes up or anything, bu-"

J-Hope runs back to us. " Will you guys stop taking your time, we are waiting to order for you. Suga is threatening to start a fire, and you know he will." he jumps on Tae's back, "Now giddy up pony!" Tae gives me a smile and shrug and gallops away. Leaving me with a stomach full of worry.

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I'm sitting on Tae's bed waiting for him to get our of the shower. Dinner was a never ending blur I couldn't even collect my thoughts long enough to laugh at one of Jin's stupid dad jokes, i'll have to apologize to him later. All i could think about was what Tae had to tell me. How dare he get into the shower, before he talked to me. 

I hear the shower turn off, and soon enough he exits the bathroom dancing with a towel around his waist, humming some song. He screams when he sees me sitting there, covering  his nipples. "you Pervert! Call the police!" 

I don't even have the patients to play along. "you don't want to get my hopes up, but-?"  His face falls, as he walks to his dresser. "I don't know if I should tell you, It's not important, I think you should just move on."

"You don't think that I have prayed to move on from him the moment I realized that I felt anything for him! It doesn't help if anything my feelings have only grown."

Tae sighs, as he sits on the bed. "fine sit down." I sit down preparing myself for what he is going to say, he runs his hands through his wet hair. "Listen Jimmine, like I said I don't want you to get your hopes up, but as much as I have seen you looking at Kookie, I have seen him looking at you just as much." Happiness spreads through me. "I told you not to get your hopes up Jimin."

"What, i'm not!"

"Jimin I have literally  never seen you smile that big, and that saying something, because you  never stop smiling." I try and keep my face straight, but I can't my face is incapable of that now. He loves me. "I need to tell him!" I stand up almost to the door. "Jimin." Tae grabs my elbow. "Maybe you should think about this more, you don't want to regret anything." I shake his grip off of me.  "I'm done being afraid of my feelings for him, especially now that I know."

"You don't know, I could have misread." 

"I don't think that you would have told me if you thought that, would you?" he looks at the floor.  "Tae?" he lifts his gaze to mine. "Would you have?"

"No." those are the only words I need. I open the door and run back to our room.

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A/N

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