blood, sweat and TEARS

Six

JK (POV)

I tried to catch his attention all through practice. He wouldn't even look at me. When first break hits, I try and run to him, but he escapes out the door before I can get to him. I want to go and find him, but before I can Joon grabs my arm. "hey come sit with me for a bit." I nod as he walks me to the corner, and we sit down.

"Are things getting better between you and Jimin?" he asks taking a drink from his water bottle and then handing it over to me. I take a big gulp and hand it back to him. He is still looking at me expecting an answer to the question. I shrug, "yeah, we will be fine, don't worry." I give him a smile trying to reassure him. he ruffles my hair. 

He stands up suddenly. "Hey stop bugging him you guys!" he runs over to Jin, V, and Hope who are all dancing around suga chanting, while he sits there calmly though clearly in emotional pain. I smile, laying down on the floor, to take a quick power nap before we are back to work.

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Jimin (POV)

I can feel his gaze on me, but I ignore him, if he is ready to finally talk to me, it is definitely not going to be in the middle of everyone, so that he can just brush off what has happened the last few days. Instead I focus completely on my movements, letting them completely take over my body, so it feels like I am the only one in the room.

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The moment I have been dreading all day has finally come, I know that he will be waiting in our room, I could run to Tae's room, leave this problem for another day, but I'm tired of this. I'm scared of what he is going to tell me, I understand if he wants to distance himself from me, it will just be nice to have everything out in the open. My heart is racing while I open the door, but the moment I see him there it completely freezes, his head snaps up when the door shuts. 

"Jimin, Ca-can we talk." I nod my head walking over to him and setting myself on to the bed beside him. "I'm sorry Jimin." he turns his head from me, trying to hide his face from me. "No, look at me." I say to him, and after a hesitation his gaze turns to me. water lining his eyes, without thinking my thumb wipes a tear from under his eye, we stay frozen there for a moment, before he flinches away from my touch, my chest constricts. "I'm not mad that you don't love me Kook," he nods, "in truth I shouldn't have said anything at all, even if you did it would be bad for us to be together." I smile at him, and his mouth lifts slightly. 

"I should have talked to you, after it just shocked me." I pull him to my side, and I feel him stiffen so I squeeze him once and let him go. "It's fine Kookie, I- I was just so afraid." he looks at me concerned. "what, why?" I smile even though I feel the tears threatening to fall, "I thought, well I thought I had...." he keeps looking at me, "What, what did you think?"

I feel a tear escape my eye, "I thought I had  lost you..."

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JK (POV)

His words shatter me, this time it is me that brings his head to my chest. "what did I tell you Jiminie, you could never lose me." I say lifting his head to mine and pressing our foreheads together."

"I know what you said, but I hadn't told you yet."

"I- I should have acted better, I should have talked to you i'm so sorry Jimin, you shouldn't forgive me." I pull away from him, before I can leave him he pulls me back. "You said that I will never lose you right?" I  nod my head. " he holds my face between his hands, "And I promise, Kook you will never, lose me, no matter what, anything you do I will always forgive you." I cling to him not able to hold back the tears. "Do you promise."

"Yes." He says it without a second of hesitation." he pulls back from me, his face lit with a smile, "now tell me about Ye Kookie." he backs all the way on to the bed, and pats next to him, I scoot back next to him.

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Jimin's (POV)

We fell asleep side by side, and I wake up to his sleeping face, I can't help but smile. I haven't felt this happy in days. I get out of bed careful not to wake JK up. I take a quick shower, and change. It's a break day, so I decide to go for a morning walk.

The air feels so crisp and clean, I feel a smile bright on my face. I can't help and notice how beautiful the sky is this morning. The world feels bigger, more hopeful, and though I'm still in love with Jungkook, I can't help but feel more free, and completely open to whatever the world has to offer me. 

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A/N

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