blood, sweat and TEARS

Eleven

Jimin (POV)

"Can't wait to see you tonight."

I sit on the hotel bed running Shawn's last text through my mind, he can't wait to see me, I have a million butterflies flying around in my stomach. I need to stop this, he just wants to be friends, wants to do a collaboration with us, and Its not like I could be with him, the only ones who know i'm gay is Tae, and JK, maybe its time to tell everyone. I hear the door slam and I turn to JK, his glare kills each butterfly one by one. 

"Hey!" I smile at him, he walks right past me to the bathroom. I don't know what i'm doing, all I know is the anger that rushes through me. as I spring from the bed and slam my hand on the closing bathroom door, "What are you doing!" Jungkook says pushing harder on the door to close it. I don't know how, but i'm able to overpower him. getting the door open and rush at him.

"What! Whats the problem!" I practically scream at him, He looks so shocked his eyes falling, making me instantly regret my outburst.

"I don't know what your talking about?" He says folding his arms around him. "You have been avoiding me, what have I done now?" I ask him trying to sound calmly. 

"I ju- just thought you said you were in love with me." his words resurrect the butterflies. 

"I a- was, but you said that you weren't interested in me, that you liked girls."

he shakes his head, like he is trying to come to his senses. "I am, I just, I don't know how you could be in love with me and be all gooey eyed at Shawn." I can't stop the laughter that escapes me abruptly, "What are you talking about? I'm not allowed to make friends now?"

"But, you like him more then as a friend." he says not making eye contact with me. 

"No I don't Kookie," I move foreword placing my hand on his cheek, "we are just friends."

"You are? You don't like have any romantic feelings for him?" 

"O-of course not," I feel guilt for my lie, but it doesn't matter anyway. "And even if I did, its not like he would ever feel that way about me.  he nods wiping a tear that leaked from his eye.

"I just don't want to lose my best friend."

"You can't lose me, you never will I promise Kookie, now can we go to dinner and you will be nice to him?" he smiles at me.

"I guess I can try." He says false frustration. 

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 JK (POV)

Sure, just friends, that's what Jimin said, but it most certainly not what it looks like. I thought that he would sit next to me, but he basically killed Joon in order to sit next to Shawn, and all through dinner has been touching him, laughing at him... making me hate, this new "friend"

"So should I come by your studio in the next few days, and we can brainstorm? I really love your guys sound, you have same great vocalists." he looks side ways to Jimin, who blushes, there eye contact last far to long for my liking. then he looks over to me. "I love your covers Jungkook."

"Thanks." they must all see how upset I am, because Joon squeezes my shoulder. 

"You can come see to the studio whenever you want, just text Jimin." 

"that's very kind of you, I would love to just see you guys dance in real life."

"Us or, just Jimin?" Yoongi whispers jokingly in my ear. It makes anger roll through me. "It's getting late we should get going early morning tomorrow" I stand up, "Right, that would probably be for the best" Joon agrees smiling at Shawn, the rest of the boys stand with him.

"Oh, okay, well it-uh was nice meeting you. I'll take care of the bill." what a suck up.

"That is very kind of you, we will cover it next time." Joon answers. 

I'm so relived that we are leaving I can practically feel the tension sliding off of me. "I was a wondering though," I turn to look at him, he is holding Jimin's hand it looks like he had grabbed it as he was about to walk away. The tension crawls back up me. 

The smile on Jimin's face radiates heat, "Did you want to go for um- a walk with me? Maybe get some ice cream?" Shawn asks shrugging. Jimin looks to RM, "Just don't be late for practice tomorrow and be careful." he says to him in Korean.  Jimin nods and then turns to Shawn and nods.

I walk out into the night air ahead of everyone, I don't want to walk back to the hotel with them, I just want to be alone. 

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Jimin (POV)

The night is warm, but there is a light breeze, and I am great full for it, because my nerves are heating me up. we walk side by side, so close that our hands graze slightly often, and each time that they do my breath catches. 

"Thanks for dinner, it was lovely." I say smoothing the side of my hair back behind my ear. 

"Made only lovelier by your presents." I turn my head, biting my lip trying to control my smile. 

"Do you think that they liked me?" he asks with a cute nervousness. 

"Yeah, I think that they did." he looks down, "Even Jungkook? he seemed kind of cold." I feel a rush of fear, "Yeah don't worry about him he takes a minute to warm up, but then he will be good, just wait tell he hears you sing in real life, he is a sucker for a good voice." he smiles at me, and with no warning he grabs my hand. I feel fire radiate up my arm, I must be blushing so bad right now.

"di-did you and Jungkook?" he looks at me question in his eyes.

"Di-did, were you ever, like um together?" I'm less embarrassed about my face being red when I notice how red his is. I laugh, "Oh no, He, he isn't, isn't interested in-" I gesture to me, "or in any- he isn't gay." I turn my head from him once again.

He places a finger under my chin leading, my face back to his. "And what about you, are you, um gay?" I nod my head, "Yeah." 

 Then again, without any warning he pecks me, lightly on the lips. It was only slight, over in an instant, but with it he took every last bit of air I had in my lungs. My eyes are still closed when he speaks. "Wa- was that okay?" he asks shyly, I smile, before grabbing his face and pulling it back to me, for a bit longer this time. when we separate, I say, "Yes, that was okay." he smiles at me. 

"Ice cream?" I nod my head and let him lead the way. 

I'm decided, I need to tell the boys.  

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A/N

Thanks for reading! In my story They all have learned English, it's just easier that way! Hope you liked it!