Played by Fate (JenLisa Fanfic)

Chapter 59

Lisa's POV

"Ms. Tzu-.."

I held my temple "Fuck" I sighed
I forgot that my secretary already went home.

I took a skim through my rolex "Oh, how fast" I wasn't aware of time, it's already 7:40 pm. I was busy signing the papers that was given by Ms. Kim.

I didn't know that this is the cycle of my dad's life here in this unembellished office of him. So exhausting and suffocating. 

Papers, calls, clients and this fucking desk, chair and ballpen. I can't believe that my life started to swivel from this things.

*Honkk*
*Beeppppp* The silence of the whole place now resulted for me to hear those noises outside, downward.

I turned my head to the glass wall at my back as the various of lights catches my attention. I moved out from making the chair fervent for sitting here for the whole day. 

I smiled "Aesthetic " right away I whispered.

"Woahhh Dad, how can you manage this." I breathe out as my eyes paid attention to the view of the ravishing city, beautified by the city lights making visible by this sky view structure of my Dad's office or should I say my office.

The calmness of the whole scenario makes me think "I wish you are here Nini." 

A pang again inside insisted as I remember her again. The pain of what she did and the pain that I miss her but I can't do anything because boundaries started to build up between us.

This moment seemed so similar in Mina's house where every morning I appreciate the beauty of the colors around that is lighten by the sun's rays and the fresh air, the sound it creates and how the chirping of the birds wakes me up.

The healing process that I go through.
Can I go back? To heal the bruise inside me again? I can't understand why others keep on profounding us while we keep on fixing what they crashed.

I swallowed hard to cease the tears from streaming out. "Enough Lisa" I whispered.

"Lisa?" 

A voice uttered, urges my head to swirl to the direction where it came.

"Lili." 

Did I seeing her clear? It's her, It's her again.

"Lisayahhh~" A sparkling liquid quickly escaped from her solemn cat eyes.

"Jennie?" Then my whole generality followed my head.

Am I happy or in Pain? Maybe angry? am I being bipolar?
A sudden excitement lightened me up as her face make visible in front of me, in front of my eyes.

"Can I talk to you?" Her voice seemed in pain.

"Let her explain everything"
"Here out her side"
"Let her prove to you that she feels sorry"
Those words starts bugging my whole way of thinking.

"Lili please" She begged, taking her spot having the door as a distance from here to her.

Yes, I will let her, I'll try to figure out if her side is reasonable enough to make me forgive her.
We should accept forgiveness, I said that and I think I should apply it to myself, again. Where she ask for forgiveness, again. Fuck that 'again' word.

My head moved based on what my heart and mind hankering.
I nodded, giving her the permission to settled inside while I made my way to my 3 sitter leather sofa.

"What are you doing here?" I took a seat.

Then I saw her standing in front of me, leaving a long distance between us.