Played by Fate (JenLisa Fanfic)

Chapter 55

Jennie's POV

I hope Auntie Carol could be able to convince Lisa to hear my side. I really want to explain everything besides it was Kai who insisted for that kiss, I protested but he was too strong. I felt my body became weak when his lips touched mine. I felt like I betrayed everyone, my family, friends, especially Lisa. When I thought about Lisa, my body became numb to the point that I wanted the road to split up and swallow me, to the point that I wanted to vanish. I felt like I will lose Lisa, and it did. I lost Lisa, I hurted her again.

"So what's your plan?" Jisoo snapped my presence of mind.

I am still worried about Lisa and I miss her even though we just saw each other few hours ago.

"I want to get her back unnie." I discoursed.

My night was totally a disaster and incomplete. Fuck that Kai.

"But how can you get her back when she doesn't even want to see you" Jisoo pointed out.

It just made me realize how hard it is now to get near to her.

"I asked help from auntie Carol but I don't know if she could able to convince Lisa" I am hopeless, really I am.

How is she? Have she taken her rest now? Or still crying because of me.

"Aigooo~" I said between my thoughts then sighed.

*flashback*

"Auntie?" I uttered right after Auntie Carol answered my call.

"Oh Jennie? Are you two on your way home?" She asked

Ohmo! Am I going to tell her about what happened? I am so nervous of what reaction she would have.

"I don't think so but Lisa is on her way home." I blurted out

"Only Lisa? How about you?" She innocently asked.

My heart pounds badly, it's her mother. I know she doesn't want to know that her daughter is in pain again.

"Auntie.. something bad happened." I'm still struggling to articulate the fact between Lisa and I state.

"What?..what do you mean?" Her words became more interrogating.

Come on Jennie spill it.
But then my tongue is kind of edgy.

"Auntie please don't be mad on me." I pleaded.

I know she will be mad, she really love Lisa.

"Oh come on, I won't be. Just go ahead and tell me." She cleared.

But then her words seemed real
I trust auntie Carol, I hope she really won't feel a little dissatisfaction towards me.

"Jennie?" Oh fuck I forgotten, she's still on the line.

I cleared my throat.
"Lisa.. Lisa saw Kai and me kissing" My voice slowly fade out.

There you go.

"But Auntie, Kai just dragged me and forced me for that kiss" I illuminated.

Silence, Auntie Carol's silence makes me feel more anxious. Is she mad or what? I could feel my heart beating frantically, deafening me. I am getting nervous and I want to cry in this moment but I won't, not this time. I need to be brave, I can do this!

"Auntie I'm sorry. I didn't really mean it to happen. I didn't mean to hurt Lisa. I ran towards her but she didn't want to hear my explanation." My voice cracked. Oh please!

I am getting carried again by my emotions as I pictured out again Lisa's face.

"I really need your help Auntie to explain to her everything." I said what really is my intention in calling her.