Only you

Ally

As we headed into Courtney's I checked my phone , my mother hadn't tried to call she made it clear she didn't want me seen or heard when she got back from her date I hadn't been home in pratically three days apart from meeting David I had been with Courtney since Friday I wondered if calling her would be a good idea but then thinking back to her slap and her words I couldn't care less for once I wanted her to worry about me maybe she would maybe she wouldn't I didn't even want to go back to my house I didn't want to see her or him , the past three days had been an escape away from her and being around mason was becoming my new favourite thing to do I slept better I hadn't had a nightmare once when I was sleeping beside him I hated this liking someone or even depending on them I learned a long time ago that sooner or later the good things leave me , mason hadn't tried anything apart from the near kiss in his truck outside bennies that was it he could have anyone he wanted and I was me ,
I had to remind myself that maybe he was just trying to be my friend I couldn't let myself get used to him
"'Okay so spill , what happened last night you guys went for food you got covered in cake , you looked really happy the happiest I've seen you since you know " Courtney's eyes softened she never mentioned his name he was just as much in my life as he  was  in hers but she never spoke of him she came across as hard and fearless but it had hurt us all josh Courtney we all lost someone we loved that day brandon left us all
I flopped down her bed Thinking about mason gave me butterflies
"oh court it was the most fun I had in ages and I mean look at him he's even nicer with a shirt off , uhh what am I doing?" I covered my hands over my face masons body was enough to make any girls weak he was tall dark and handsome his toned abs and his tattoos just added to sexiness of him his dark slicked back hair and green eyes he was dreamy indeed
" I'll bet , I mean they're both really hot I swear kade can do things to this body you wouldn't believe " she sighed dropping down beside me
"Seriously , he's like an addiction oh god and when he..."
"'Ok ok we get the picture the sex is great" I laughed
" no it's more than that I well I , he's my first ally" her smile faded and she looked sad
" I mean yeah I've had boyfriends and we've messed around but not like kade and I ,I'm scared ally I really like him and the more I'm with him the harder it is to just admit that we're friend with benefits " her face crumped with disappointment
" what do you mean?, did you tell him? I think your more than friends with benefits I mean he was only going to go tonight if you were going and he looks pretty smitten to me" I rolled over on my stomach to face her she did the same before looking down
" why didn't you tell me ?" I asked hurt
" because we were both drunk and I didn't want you to judge me honestly he asked me and I lied and told him I had only done it once it was just after I broke up with Lucas I was feeling down you remember Sarah Reece's party? Well I went home with kade that night and it kinda went from there I didn't even think really much of it at the time I mean I didn't see the big deal Lucas made sex seem so important and the more he pushed me for it the more i didn't want it , but with kade that night it just felt right I
Know how it sounds,  but he was
So gentle and caring it started off as just that, just  sex and nothing more but then something changed I started staying over he calls all the time and we hang out it's not just about doing it all the time I mean he's Kade Carter I didn't think I would fall for him every girl at school wants him , I mean he's a man whore! How could I be so stupid now I feel like he could really hurt me and I'm scared ally " she pulled her knees to her chest her eyes filled with tears
"Court there's nothing you can't tell me I mean I get it he's hot and you thought it would just be casual I mean you both have the same laid back prespectives but I honestly believe there's more to it than just you two hooking up , but if you think there's not then maybe you should say something to him or get out before you get hurt even more " I looked up at her and watched as a single tear fell it wasn't like Courtney she always cam across so strong and fierce
" I know , that's why I'm telling you this ,'look I know I haven't got the right to say anything I mean look at the tangled web I've caught myself in but just be careful with mason? , he doesn't do girlfriends from what I've gathered from kade and after Brandon I don't want to see you hurt you know I haven't got a leg to stand on here but be careful " her big brown eyes pleaded with mine
" I will" I simply said it hurt to admit but she was right I didn't know him I don't think I could take another heartache
" So the sex really that good?" I cocked my eyebrow lauging
"You have no idea , it's like even when I'm mad at him I can't resist him oh god and his lips...." she trailed off
" oh okay enough information for my Virgin ears , come one let get ready for tonight and if it makes you feel better I can be your test dummy fire away
Add as much makeup as you would like what the hell hoist these bad boys up" I laughed gesturing to my cleavage
" really ?!" Courtney's eyes were wide with excitement i didn't like seeing her sad , if it took her fondling my cleavage then so be it it
" yes I mean it " I sighed
" but do not make me look like Dolly Parton I draw the line at the big hair" I laughed again Courtney wiped her face and leaped off the bed
" okay time to stop feeling sorry for myself I am a goddess this Body is my temple!  My moonscope tells me I'm a strong independent woman I don't need a man !Your right if he doesn't want more then I shouldn't have to be his booty call , i propose we find the hottest guys there and make out with them! New rule we stay away from the Carter boys agreed?" She held her hand out
" Agreed" i shook her hand smiling
"It's like a blood pack except I don't like blood and that's kinda gross and last time we tried it I nearly fainted " she held up her palm showing the tiny scar
" we were ten and we watched too much of the craft " I reminded her
" Yeah your right okay come on I have the perfect dress for you! She clapped her hands excitedly
"'Oh no" I groaned rolling back over on my stomach
" oh yes but first I need me some comfort food and some vampire diaries the beach party doesn't start till like six " she

A few hours later court and i were ready to head out her phone rang and the caller If flashed kades Name sighed before silencing her
Phone she looked sad again but she did look stunning she wearing a Bohemian boho hippy style white
Dress , the long white lace sleeves made her look more elegant it had free spirt Gypsy look , her long chestnut brown hair was Down flowing in its natural waves down her back she had plain white wedges on her red lips her subtle makeup made her even more attractive she was truly heisting kade was an idiot if he couldn't see how lucky he was not only looks wise she was beautiful inside and out

I glanced at myself in the mirror ,
I was wearing of my old dresses that I had left at Courtney's couple weeks back it was plain Pastel pink summer dress with spaghetti straps a small pink satin bow tied around my waist I braided my hair , at the front and let the curled the rest into big loose curls Courtney did my makeup just plain expect for my eye makeup they were light gold and subtle brown tones to bring out the blue in my eyes with my signature winged eyes , Josh was picking up both up I offered to drive but Courtney said violet would pick up she was adamant she wasn't going back to kades tonight
" okay you look as miserable as can be , uou still bugging about him ?' I asked Courtney she was never usually this hung up on a guy before
" yeah I'm sorry , I'm just not really in the mood" her shoulders sagged
" well if you want we could always orders in from your favourite place
Get into our pjs and chill with sefan and Damon for the night" I smiled I wasn't really feeling it either
Before either of us could say
Anything else josh's horn honked
" well looks like we're going " she rolled me eyes
" but that doesn't sound like a bad idea if this gets shit or he's with somebody else then I'm leaving "
" well it a deal then " I held my hand out to Courtney
" oh oh !!we both use a get out word and then we head back and do that plus it
Would be nice for us just hang out no boys " she smiled
" right what's the words then?
" mmm?? Oh I know hello brother "
" nah to obvious kade will catch on to that since you've made him watch it with you that many times "'
" well how about banana?" Courtney laughed
" ok minion really? , right just say bathroom and I'll know  " I said smiling josh car honked again
" come on we better get moving before he wakes Mr and Mrs fells up from
The Nap and trust me mrs fells ain't no nice sweet ole lady when her beauty sleep has been interrupted " she rolled her eyes pulling on to my arm I grabbed my clutch quickly and headed out for once I wasn't looking forward to the swarm of butterflies that would come as soon a I seen mason I was playing with fire
And the most likey situation.
I would end up burned