Only you

Ally

I woke with myself tangled in masons arms the familiar thrill of butterflies in my stomach started again
Last night

Wow

His touch his lips everything about him my face flushed just thinking about it last night no one had touched
me there before Brandon had felt me up but it never Went as far as underneath clothes , mason was completely different I was embarrassed my need for him was obvious yet again and my body yearned for him even more now he was still asleep I looked at his perfect face his long tanned arm was still stretched over me
My ribs hurt like hell but in this moment I didn't want to leave I wanted to stay with him
I touched my swollen lips , it wasn't a dream last night did happen even the way he kissed me before I had never been kissed like that not even Brandon or the one time I came close to losing my virginity his words where still ringing in my ears
That he wouldn't hold back last night he was gentle but I could feel his hunger for me imaging him completely losing all control set my pulse racing my phone buzzed I had forgotten all about it last night and my sneaky photo
I slowly peeled masons arm back i reached over and got my phone wincing as I did I need to take my morning dose of painkillers , Dr Henderson had gave me some sort of numbing gel to put on too I hadn't tried it yet I had been to sore to even attempt and I didn't want to ask mason but after last night I think the Barrier had been crossed
Glancing at my phone I had six missed calls from josh and two from Courtney

I quickly slipped out the bed trying not to wake him , I could feel my anxiety coming back at me full force
What was wrong now?

Making my way back to my room I took my meds and called josh back he was probably calling to check up on me , that was all I inhaled deeply trying to calm my nerves my hand shook as I held it waiting for josh to awnser

Oh god maybe she was home
I don't think I could look at her
I couldn't go back no way not after this time my head started to bead with sweat with fear on the final ring josh finally picked up

" Ally you okay? I've been trying to call ..

" what's wrong just tell me I know there's something wrong is she back oh god she's back isn't she what did she is she mad? Or is she playing the sweet innocent doting mother routine? Oh god she's back "

" no no calm down she's not here ... I uh god she's not but someone else is" he sighed I could just imagine him raking his hands through his hair he did that every time he was nervous

"Wait what? She's not back then who I don't understand?"

" it's , uh god it's your dad ally he's back , and he wants to see you he's asked where you are all night he kept calling our house then my dads phone he said he's tried to call but the number is just disconnected " he sighed

" he's what?" I felt like the air had left my lungs

Why was he back ? Did he know what she had done to me but how? No one spoke to him and my mom sure as hell wouldn't of told him
Peter
It could only have been josh's dad , maybe he had called and told him everything but why now I hadn't heard from him in seven months the last time I saw his face was the night before he packed his shit and left it was like any other night mom was asleep pill popped out her head , dad and I had made spaghetti and we watched tv together he drank beer asked my about my day and we laughed like we always did  I washed up got ready for bed and he came into my room like he did most nights he gave me a kiss on the cheek whilst i sat with my headphones on texting Courtney
"Love you kiddo" he had said there was no hint no clue nada zilch , that would be night he would leave but the next morning was a note and most of his stuff was gone all it said was I'm sorry I love you Ally , no explanation nothing if he had found out mom had been having an affair with David the creep for all those years? Was he in trouble with tommy D? I didn't know he just left without a reason I tried calling him and calling him but he didn't answer after a week had went passed I gave up he was gone he didn't want nothing to do with us I accepted it , it hurt but I had and now he was back again