Only you

Ally

Waking up next to mason was becoming one of my favourite things
I couldn't remember the last time I had slept so good
I stared at his beautiful thick black eyelashes , god he would make beautiful babies
Is weird to call a boy pretty?
Cause he definitely was
His black hair was a ruffled mess
Images of last night with my hands tugging at it whilst he kissed me ...down there made my cheeks immediately flush
God I was beginning to really like him
I felt like I was on cloud nine stretching my muscles I felt
a delicious mixture of pleasure and pain consume me
I was sore , but god I wanted more.
The way his body moved inside mine was like it was always meant to be that way , I didn't ever feel confident or beautiful but mason made me feel that way , the look in his eyes when he took my clothes off filled me with happiness
No one had ever looked at me the way masons does , not even Brandon
It felt right , being here with him felt like breathing , something my body naturally needed to do he had changed my life in a matter of days and now lying here beside him I didn't want it to end
That's why last night when he was about to say those words
I couldn't even bring myself to think the word never mind say them out loud , it wasn't that I didn't feel that way I did I think I really really did but , soon as something good comes into my life it leaves , I didn't think I could handle mason leaving me after everything I had been through that would destroy me it scared me that I had given him so much power that he could completely ruin me
I quickly slipped out of his bed top toeing to his bathroom

Glancing at myself in his mirror
I looked better if that even made sense or maybe it was just because I felt better I didn't really know anymore
My cheeks where still flushed pink and my lips were swollen I grabbed the spare toothbrush and proceeded to brush my teeth , I didn't have a hair tie I always wore it up , mason loved it down I flung my hair over my shoulder before I spluttered toothpaste all over his mirror

"What the fuck? " I glanced at my neck , well it's official I was a tramp I hardly knew him and he had took my v card and my neck was now a Beautiful collection of hickeys
It's weird I didn't actually want these little tiny bruises to fade for once my body was marked not out of hatred but love

Shit there I go again no ally not love
Lust
Yeah that's sounds better

I finished rinsing my mouth I glanced at my hair there was nothing I could do about that it was a wild mess but I didn't care I slowly creeped back beside mason my body ached as I moved especially my ribs I had a few more days of pain killers left but I left them in my room, glancing at his face I didn't want to leave him
Would it be weird when he woke up?
Should I stay ? Should I go?
God this was hard did I start sleeping in his bed now or my own I didn't really know my mind was buzzing I could feel a migraine coming on I knew I was over analysing everything once again

"You know I can almost here the wheels in your head turning " masons husky voice seemed to calm me instantly he smiled a lazy grin on his face god he was so hot

" Morning to you too" I laughed

He quickly pulled me onto him my legs straddling him

Well hello , I could feel the hardness of him under his boxers
My belly was a once again a swarm of butterflies

" what's going on in here" he lightly stroked my head his eyes still had a sleepy gaze to them

"Nothing me just being me" I sighed

"Are you Regretting last night?" He asked his eyes now wide and awake

His hands stroked up my bare thighs

"Exact opposite actually "

" Good" he smiled
" then what's wrong , why do you look so worried?" He shifted to get move comfortable moving me directly on top of his morning glory