Only you

Mason

I had screwed up royally
Seeing ally touching josh's bare chest had set me off
I wasn't that guy
I wasn't possessive or the jealous type but when it came to her all rational thinking went out my head
I sat down on the bed I knew kade was headed over there with Courtney something about a cat teddy he had bought her , even kade loved ally
Seeing the pain in her eye after her shit head of father made me want to ring him by the neck josh rushed ally inside after she had took a meltdown
I knew she didn't want me there
I caught up with John and Mellissa the money ally had gave him was only covering half of what he owed tommy , he was in some serious shit whatever it was I didn't care but knowing that he knew where ally stayed and the threats where real I was more obsessed with knowing she was okay , I took ally money back and paid him what he was owed he didn't question it the fucker took off and never said another word

I made him keep his promise
Ally wanted nothing to do with him
And that's what she wanted that's what would happen
I wanted to see her so badly
But I had to go all cave man on her I knew josh wanted her and he played on her vulnerability, he may have known her longer but I was falling for her the thought I may have lost her was eating me alive
I picked up my phone  my thumb hovering over her number did I call?
God I had fucked this
Only last night she was in my bed I had a taste of her I wanted more than anything to take her there and then the feel of her and the way she moaned my name was like heaven
Whatever spell she had me under I didn't want it to end
Apart from lavender I had never been in a serious relationship , and that didn't end well she was a lost cause in some ways she was like ally , crappy dad her mom overdosed when she was twelve years old she was the one that found her I was young and dumb and thought she was the one , but lavender had demons , ones that couldn't be fixed she screwed around on me and every time I would forgive her she was i had done some bad shit , stuff I didn't want ally to know I wasn't a good guy and no matter how hard I tried nothing could erase the past
Lavender got involved into a world of partying and drugs I found her in Tommy's D place with a needle stuck in her arm it was the furthest she had went , that next morning I took her got her into rehab and went to counselling myself my temper was one of the main issues I didn't do drugs never had , It wasn't my scene I took a joint once with lavender and swore I would never do it again , her hollow face and empty eyes made me sware I would never touch the shit , she was fucked up I still kept in contact with her it was nothing more than friendship she had been abused all her life by her step dad her mom never believed her , maybe that was my problem I wanted to fix everyone but with ally it was different I know she wasn't a project I wanted to fix Like lavender, I wanted her she was the only person that kept me calm that brought me back down when I felt like I was ready to Tear someone's head off I got out of that though I got out of that bad crowd and I had changed until today I felt the familiar anger burn inside of at josh and ally I had to let this go , he was apart of her life and I needed to accept that

I knew I was going to drive myself mad the full night unless I saw her , I grabbed some of her stuff incase she didn't want to stay here any longer but I knew Courtney or josh wouldn't leave her she would be safe
Picking up he pink t shirt from last night it smelled just like her
God I couldn't get enough of this woman

Picking up here things I headed to my truck and drove the road l to her place
My stomach was in knots I didn't know what to expect?? she could tell me to go to hell god  the more thinking I did had me feeling more anxious I had to just see it through if she wanted me gone then I would I just had to see if she was okay plus all her medication was left at my place and some gel that she hadn't used

I knocked on her door and braced myself