Sword Art Online: Re;Directive [In Production]

how could i do this?

I was out for three days, three. My eyes feel dry like a desert, but the pain. In my arm is still there but dulled, I just had to set my nervegear's pain setting to high. That's not the worst thing though but I have to get new armor, I still have my armor from floor two a reddish scaly armor, the shorts with that set were to short for my standards but I needed armor to look acceptional in the town. Once I sat up from the soft bed, my head instantly felt dizzy. The room was like vortex, in my vision. Trying to stand on my two feet was even more of a chore, even the balance. I finnaly made my way across the brown wooded floor to the door. When I open the door the corridor,  shrinks and expands on my vision, my mind races for people to talk to about this. Lind,...kibou, no hot those two, shadow, Owl, my hokkaido computer club, but I dont know if they logged in. My walk down the corridor isnt a graceful one, one might suspect me to be drunk. But I'm not, my mind is not comprehending the pain and information.  Wish I could vomit, my real body might be but not my virtual one. I just fall down and start gagging.  I sit on the wall of the corridor near the door. I stay their for fifteen minutes in my own thoughts. Until.
"Blacksmith?"
I look at the male voice above me, its kind, his blue hair, and armor is above me. He can see my face, he knows I'm in distress, but I just get up and run past him, I cant, I cant, I cant. The corridor is now turning different colors. I cant even look straight anymore, my world is upside down. With what felt like hours I made it out of the inn, the bright light that invades my eyes, sears past their dryness. The next thing I know is that my left arm is forcefully slapped by a strong hand, I instantly fall over in pain, that hit let out a scream, the one who hit me looks down at me, and I drew in a crowd. This man's red hair and sharp eyes, only made his buff figure only more frightnening to me at the time, he was a regular client of mine, his name was genesis. "So you gonna open shop today?" He rudely asks, but I just attempt to get up three times and just run from, more problems. Then I see it the edge of the floor. I dash to it on the white stone, I even jump over a river going through my route, but when I get to the small wall, I stop..........
I, cant even run from Sao, no, it's not fair, not on the survivors, not on me, not on my , family.
I look back at the town and just turn my back to the wall, and take a seat just to cry the day away.