Blind Love At Supramonte

-Chapter 59-

Lucas's POV-

"Dude! You gotta chill.." Danny said, but i only gave him a glare. "Dude.. you had like 7 shots already." He said, but I didn't care.

I asked for another one.

Sapphire.. I thought having something to make her mind change is the solution so she doesn't leave me, so she can feel my love but that didn't stop her from leaving having a vacation in Thailand.

I understand her.. she needs to calm her mind. "What exactly happened? Is it about the article?" Danny asked, I stared at him when i heard about the article.

Then i put my head down looking at the beautiful shot glass of Tequila. "It was a false statement, She pulled me, but someone took a picture of it and start to spread lies about me and Jessica's relationship."

"I wanted to kill someone, I wanted to kill that person who took that photo." He said rubbing his temples. "It's been 4 weeks and I already miss her so much!"

"When is she coming back?" Danny asked, I shrug. "I don't really know.." i cooed.

Suddenly Danny slightly gasp. "Maybe she's divorcing you." He said made me stood up from my chair and grabbed his collar. "Shut up."

"D-Dude.. i'm just kidding bro.. ha..ha." His laugh made my blood even boils. "It's not a funny joke." I said a hint of seriousness in my tone.

'Will she?'

'Is she?'

'No she'll not.'

"I'm sorry.." he said patting my shoulders. "So.. What's happening now between the two of you?" He asked.

Ever since she went to Thailand, the house becomes so boring, became so quiet, my life was looking for her, and it was hard waking up no one to hug anymore.

We would chat each other, saying 'hello?' 'how are you?' 'is everything fun?' 'Is everything okay?' We talk a little, not like before we would laugh, fully talk every night, asking weird questions.

And missing those is the hardest part that ever happens in my life.

She posts a lot of her summer body on her instagram account, meeting some new friends, she enjoys it and that was enough for me to make me happy.

But everything.. i would be even more happier if she stays right by my side and shower me with kisses. It was so depressing.. like i was blind again looking for her light.

"We talk." I said as I realized Danny was waiting for that answer.

"Oh you're brother is coming." Danny said as he was referring to Sapphire's brother Marco.

"Hey have you seen that chick? I wonder what's her name? Do you know her bro?" Marco asked me as he pointed that girl same age as him i guess.

"Her name is Diana, Diana Stone." I said. He hissed as he smirk looking at her head to toes. "Damn She's hot." He said.

I'm glad they understand me, but maybe Mario slightly didn't and that.. well.. it breaks my heart too, knowing your brother-in-law who trusted you despise you a little.

When Marco and Mario finds out about the article they raged but gladly They firstly listened to me, explaining what really happened.

I wanted to prove to them that i love her with the bottom of my heart, that I would protect her no matter what cost.

In fact I can't go to Thailand with my wife so i sent Mario there to take care of her.

I don't even know why Marco hesitated to go with them, but that's okay, i'm alone and i miss her so freaking much, i just wanted to kill myself.

"Did your sister called you?" I asked Marco, he shakes his head and hissed. "Nope." He took another shot of tequila. "Bro are you alright?" Marco asked him

Of course I wasn't, i'm depressed I'm desperately craving for her.. it's hard. "I'm fine.." i said. Two words One meaningful lie..

"Oh okay." Marco said as he shrugged and looked at me like he doesn't care about my feelings, I don't really care.

Only sapphire can read whether what i am feeling right now.

As he went out, I don't know where but somehow someone called him. "That's it? Your brother is an asshole." Danny said, I kinda felt a little but disappointed.

"It's fine." I sigh.

"Bro, your brother is an asshole, he just freaking talked to you like he doesn't care about you nor his sister." Danny said, I rubbed my temples trying to release stress.

"Leave him alone he's just a kid." I defended him.

I took a single cigarette out of its box placing it between my lips, lit the cigarette up to my lips.

Then suck the smoke gently with a long steady intake into my lungs, hold the smoke there for a second, then inhale normally, through my mouth, drawing air into my lungs.

I puff some smokes out of my mouth. It's been a year since I haven't done this, i only smoke everytime i'm stress and feeling depressed.

Sapphire wouldn't want me to smoke, she wouldn't, but there's only a few things i need in this world.

A cigarette.

An alcohol.

And Her. My wife..

But the last thing that I needed the most is not here with me, nothing to bury all my problems with, but Alcohol and cigarettes.

As I puffed more, trying to think about her, she just can't get out of my mind, well I don't want her out of my mind..

Maybe I needed a rest too..

Maybe she's right..

Maybe we do needed space.

-To be continued-

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