Warnings:mentions of death,Thor Ragnarok spoilers,Loki being a little shit(what's new about that).
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I gasped as Thor held Odin in place as his hammer came closer to him before Odin yelled quickly morphing into Loki.I gasped as tears formed in my eyes,how could you you I said as I backed up as Loki approached me.My darling he said softly as he reached out his hand for me as I shook my head no Loki you lied to me I how could you I said in a stern voice as I gathered my dress up and ran to my room.
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I sat on the bed crying when I heard the door slowly open revealing Loki as he made his way to my bed,"my love"he said softly only for me to cut him off "how could you be so cold to fake your own death I asked.I cried for you and my heart broke for you I said as I sat up on my knees facing him.You knew I loved you so how could you deceive me like this Loki I cried.Loki sighed his head hanging low as he sat on the edge of the bed,I wanted to keep you safe from Odin and I wanted to give you everything my love he said as he stood up watching me pace the floor.I looked up at him as he gently grabbed my waist,all this time I thought I had lost you but you were just faking it I said crying into his chest as he held my flush against him.You hurt me I mumbled against his chest as he sighed,"my darling that was my farthest intention he said as he wiped the tears off my face.Oh well as long as it wasn't you true intention I said sourly did you honestly think your were going to die and I was just going to continue without you happily as if you ceased to exist I said sniffling as I played with the sleeves on my dress trying my hardest to not look him in the eyes,and to think I thought you wanted me as yours I said as I tried to escape his grasp only for him to tighten his grip on me.Please my darling try to understand he pleaded I wanted to keep you safe from danger because darling you've always been mine he said as he looked into my eyes.I bit my lip as I shook my head Loki you've caused my heart so much pain I said as tears once again begun to run down my face and I don't know if I can find it in my heart to trust you let alone love you after what you've done to me I said as he released me from his grasp as I turned my back on him.
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I stood next to Thor as we watched Asgard be swallowed by fire as Thor pulled me from the window seating me in the nearest chair.Are you okay he asked I shook my head as my hands started shaking.Where is he Thor I said as he looked at his feet Thor I won't ask again I said as he sighed he was the one who woke Surtur he said as he placed his hand on my shoulder Loki payed the ultimate sacrifice for us to live,for you to live he said.I shook my head as I stood up pushing my way threw the people to closes bedroom before collapsing on the bed crying.Please come back Loki please I begged before falling asleep.
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I slowly woke up to the feeling of the bed sinking in on the opposite side I sat up only to come face to face with Loki smiling softly at me.I gasped as I threw my arms around his neck as he grabbed my waist pulling me closer to him,I thought you were dead....again I mumbled against his neck as he chuckled.I promise never again my dear he said as he kissed my head.Loki I said as I pulled away from him,yes my darling he said as he pushed some of my hair out of my face.I forgive you I said as I played with the lapel on his suit.He smiled as he kissed me softly as I ran my fingers threw his hair before I broke the kiss just promise me you will never leave my side again I said as he nodded I promise my darling he said before kissing me.
