Warnings:Sad,Endgame spoilers
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I rocked nervously on the heels of my feet as the door opened revealing Aunt May,"Oh thank god you're here"she said as pulling me into their apartment."I have to go out but I can't leave him here by himself,he hasn't left his room in three days"she said as she grabbed her purse."I will see what I can do"I said as she kissed my cheek"Thank you"she replied before she walked out the front door.I took a deep breath as I knocked on Peter's door,"I know your in there Peter so you might as well open the door"I said as the door slowly opened revealing a desheveled Peter.His hair messy,eye red,and he was still in his pjs"Oh Peter I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist hugging him as he buried his face against my neck crying."He's really gone"he sobbed as I ran my fingers threw his messy hair."I know baby,but it's gonna be okay"I said as his body shook,"Evey time I close my eyes I see him laying there"he cried.I pulled away resting my hands on his face"look at you"I said my eyes scanning over him"you need to take a shower and get cleaned up"I mumbled as he pressed his forehead against mine."Can you do that for me?" I asked as he nodded"Will you be here when I get out of the shower"he asked as he kissed my forehead."Of corse baby"I replied before he let go of me disappearing into the bathroom.I sighed grabbing a trash bag ridding the room of used tissues and changed the sheets on his bed before opening the blinds to let some light in. *******************************************
It wasn't long before Peter reappeared in clean clothes,his hair still wet as he laid down on the bed pulling me next to him as I laid my head on his chest."I talked to Happy the other day"he said sniffling as I fiddled with the collar of his shirt,"What did he say?"I asked as his fingers ghosted over my arm."That Mr.Stark wouldn't have done what he did unless he knew I was going to be okay."why did he have to die why wasn't there another way" he whimpered tears falling down his face."Babe listen sometimes people have to make a sacrifice to save the ones they really love and in this case Tony sacrificed himself for you because he loved you so much and I know he wouldn't want you crying over it"I said wiping the tears off his face."But I can't replace him,I will never be like him"he said as I smiled softly"you don't need to be,your Spider-Man and I know for a fact he wouldn't want you to be like him he would want you to be better than him"I said as he nodded.I smiled as I handed him a tissue as he blew his nose before clearing his throat,"I am gonna be the best superhero there ever was,I am gonna make Mr.Stark proud"he stated as I kissed his cheek"babe I am sure he is already proud of you"I replied as he pulled me closer."When will the pain go away?" he asked looking down at me,"Not for a while but it will get easier the more you keep busy"I explained as he gently grabbed my chin tilting my head up."Thank you"he murmured before kissing me longingly while I kissed him back running my fingers threw his wet curls as he broke the kiss panting."I love you so much"he claimed as he smiled before slamming his lips against mine.
