Chapter Nineteen | Umbrella
°•Angel•°
I have thought weather i should change schools where Hueningkai anf Lisa is, I've been thinking so much because from what i just received earlier.
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Ringgg Ringgg Ringgg
I quickly picked up my phone and the caller was Ms. Park the doctor i went to last last week.
"Yeoboseyo?" I answered the call.
"Ms. Choi I've got the results, and please do not freak out whatever im about to say" she calmly told me
" ok go on, i won't" i assured her and she deeply sighs on the other line. I think i gotta prepare my self
"You have a weak heart, im sorry" that's when tears gushed down my cheeks. Wow, i-i h-have..a weak..h-heart
"Oh i- th-thank you Ms. Park, jalgayo" i hung up on the the phone, and i collapsed on my bed. I can't believe this, i know i wanted to end my life and god totally gave it.
Maybe i wasn't really supposed to live a long life.
Maybe i wasn't really supposed to feel and be loved.
Maybe i was really supposed to be ignored.
And maybe i was really supposed to die already.
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Will i tell mom and dad? S.coups? Hueningkai or Lisa?
Maybe not, i don't want them to worry much about me. Im useless and i should just die.
I packed my stuffs, and i already had an apartment to stay at Busan. Im leaving tomorrow and my parents already knows. They even tried to ask me why but i said ill finish my entire school year there at our home town. I didn't say a word about my condition, and i didn't even know if I'll still be here in earth the time i finish college.
The day passed by and i went to school, not with my school bag, but with just my phone and umbrella. I just had to get stuffs for switching schools from the office. Walking down the hallway i saw Yoongi sitting on one of the benches in the school grounds. I ran to the gates quickly but i guess Yoongi saw me. He held my wrists, and i can tell its him from the touch. I looked back at him.
"Angel? Where are you going?" he asked me with a pleading tone.
"No where, and please forget about me" i murmured and yanked my arm off of his grip
"B-but Angel i-" i didn't let him finish what he's trying to tell me, and left, running away even if the sun shined directly in my skin.
I just let him.
I left that boy who somehow i thought cared for me.
I left that boy who made me think he loved me.
i left my first love.
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Fanfictionⓒⓞⓜⓟⓛⓔⓣⓔ --she wasn't allowed to be hit by the sun's shine, because of her very pale skin that was different from others. And so a boy was always there for her, a boy who cared for her, a boy who always walks with her wether it was sunny or rainy...
