High School Problems

Problems

Ch. 29

Allison's POV

Instead of being down at the festive, glorious party that was happening downstairs. I stayed in my room, alone.

I didn't want to talk to anyone. I was still digesting the whole Emily thing. I find out that my dad was here. Then Gina/Emily is making my life like hell. Then she tried to kill me multiple times, my dad fakes his death. Emily's mom kills herself, I go to juvenile. Make some friends, escape, then get kidnapped and almost drowned in a tank. That summed up my entire high school life. How nice.

I stare dumbfounded at the pictures that lay on my bed. It was ridiculous. This was all a mistake. I should've never met my dad, I should've never met Emily. It turned my life upside down.

My entire life is a problem. A mistake. I would've wondered what would have happen if I wasn't born. How all theses small problems, turn big where my family can live in peace. Not have to worry about a high schooler who causes and adds problems to their life.

This wasn't reality. This wasn't life. In not living. It's hard just to accomplish it. Living in reality is a nightmare. Everyone would rather live in their dreams, and never wake up from them.

Like in love stories, the girls and guys fell so happy together that they feel they're in a dream. They never want to wake up from their happiness because their to in love.

This was for me, but instead of being in love, I was in pain. Pain from the fear that I hold inside. I'm living a nightmare, I nightmare that I want to wake up from.

But it was different of me, because you can wake up from a dream, but not from a nightmare.

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I stayed in my room until everyone left. I stayed in the darkness, in the loneliness. And that's how I wanted it to be, that's how I wanted to stay.

People had eventually knocked in my door, either asking if I was okay, if I was hungry, if I wanted to go back downstairs.

But I responded with no. It was to hard to face people, it was to hard to thank people for this celebration. I had ignored my friends, I hadn't told them about Emily.

They left, I had seen them leave my house. Before Max left, he had seen me and waved a goodbye.

I sat on my bed in the corner, just like when I was in juvenile.

I wish I could be locked away I s one thing so the nightmares couldn't come in. So they couldn't evade me. But that was impossible, it was never going to happen.

So, I know. Short.

Next chapter will probably be that last chapter. If not then it'll end in two more chapters.

Question: Will there be more surprises on the way?

Sorry, I don't have a bonus question.

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