Rough or Soft

6

The next morning Yoongi woke up feeling dread seep through all the pores of his being. He bit his lip as he styled his hair and slowly pulled his clothes on. While dragging his feet on the carpeted stairs as if to prolong the drive to school.

Which didn't end up happening. As he parked he saw Jungkook walking towards him, a smile present on his face, giving a resemblance of a Bunny.

Yoongi got out as Jungkook towered over him.

Yoongi looked up and met Jungkook's eyes.

"Morning."

Yoongi hummed, only to see Jungkook's eyes darken.

Yoongi rolled his eyes, "morning Jungkook."

Jungkook smiled.

"Better."

Yoongi sighed as he kept a tight grip on his backpack. Jungkook falling Into step with him.

"What do you want?"

Jungkook smiled,

"we're friends, and friends hang out. You're not gonna get rid of me or I'll just follow you everywhere you go. By the way I like your hair."

Yoongi growled as he violently shoved his books into his bag. Dismissing the compliment even if his heart fluttered ever so slightly. He walked to class Jungkook still following, they were the only two there. A sense of dread spread over Yoongi.

"So how long have you been little?" Yoongi shot his head in Jungkook's direction,

"can we not talk about this?!"

Jungkook smiled,

"no one else is here and I want answers, I think you know what I am."

Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows,

"I-I don't know what you're talking about."

Jungkook raised an eyebrow,

"you're not dense Yoongi."

The said boy sighed and pushed back his hair,

"four years. My brother died two months before I started third grade, he was more than a brother for me. He was my best friend, he tried to talk to Jimin when I finally told him I was being bullied back then. It didn't do much besides make it worse. We had a special hideout when I'd get injured or we both just needed release. It was a cherry blossom orchard back in Daegu. Min Jun Ki had cancer, previously when I was five and he was eight, he had beaten it. But I didn't know what cancer was back then, so I just thought he was sick and he'd get better. But one day he told me he had to leave, so of course, me being the innocent little brother I was. I asked if I was coming, he said he had to go alone. He died a week later, we went to the orchard the whole week before he died."

"He had always babied me, I guess part of why I am a little is because I had someone taking care of me and I loved the feeling of being protected and loved. Which he did both of. He never left me out, always helped me when I needed it or whenever I needed to cry. Jimin once beat him up and on the first day of eighth grade he came my way and said I was gay for my brother. I got pissed and saw black. The next thing I knew I was in the principal's office. I never loved him more than a brother, he was just my best friend."

Jungkook nodded,

"is that why you always look out at that cherry tree right there?"

Yoongi turned to look at the tree and smiled lightly.

"Yeah, but I can never touch one."

Jungkook nodded,

"Does anyone know about you being a little?"

Yoongi nodded,

"Namjoon and Jin, the school counselor and the school nurse."

Jungkook nodded.

"Hm, will you sit by me at lunch, please? I won't let Jimin touch you." Yoongi bit his lip,

"You promise not to tell anyone about my secret?"

He asked turning his kitten like eyes towards Jungkook with a pleading manner inside.

Jungkook smiled.

"I'd never."

Yoongi smiled, "thanks Jungkook."