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Unthinkable😪💔

I can't lie I hate and love you all at the same time. You were my everything and now you mean nothing and it hurts. It's been so much time that has passed since it all ended and I really still feel you inside of me. I've had heartbreak but it hasn't felt like this. I feel like you really was my first love. When I say that I mean the first person I actually loved unconditionally. I feel so stupid saying that knowing how you treated me but I can't help it. You gave me this feeling I never felt before. The nights we spent. The love we made and the conversations we had. You make my heart so sad because I wish you was here with me. I have done so much that I wish you knew about. I really thought this time we would last forever. You was mine and I definitely was yours. Maybe it was just the wrong time. I just wish things would've went a different way for us. I love you and I always will. It hurts to say that and it shouldn't but it does. I haven't moved on because I'm scared and I have you to thank for that. You really did the unthinkable to me. 😪