Story time:
When I first got in my relationship I thought I would mess it up due to what I've been through. I felt and still feel like A roller coaster. Like there is just too much with me. With the walls I built up to protect me, my family issues, my own issues, the fact that I've just been through too much for my age. This is breaking me to tell but it needs to be said. I've always told people I've felt complicated because I haven't been loved properly. But truth is your not complicated if you know what you want and expect from a man. All I wanted was for somebody to love me for me. Just to show me that you got me through it all. Y'all that is my man and he is my everything. I've known him since I was about 12 and I'm 22 now. Everything that I needed has been in front of me this whole time. We have a great friendship and we have an even better relationship. What went on in my past made me feel like I would never find anyone who wants to take care of my well being. Who cares about how I'm feeling today. The one that makes me get out of my depression to take me to get some to eat or just drive me around at 12 some at night to make sure that I'm alright. Fuck that you can't find a good man bullshit because baby he might've been around you this whole time. My mindset has changed so much since we got together. I love him and he loves me. There's nothing he wouldn't do for me and that's vice versa. Babygirl you deserve it all and I've truly been shown that. We can only continue to grow together from here. I love you boo. 😌💕
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