You broke me when I thought you wouldn't. You walked out when I thought you wouldn't. I never thought anything that you ever done within the last year would happen. Not you because you were the one person that should have never. It's crazy because I've had all these responsibilities and ever since that day I've had nothing but more. I don't know how to feel about any of it and that's the weirdest part. It all feels like a dream sometimes. That you chose somebody else over your family. That you left your kids but claim they were everything you needed. You left and thought that nothing would ever change. That was pretty insane. I thought I couldn't write on you but it was time. Everything you've done wasn't right. I may never look at you the same. I've felt like I've lost my mind a little more over this past year but I've grown even more. I've learned to keep moving forward even if things are falling apart. That you have to be strong for people that are older then you. That you have to keep working and moving towards your goals even if the people you wanted to support you the most aren't there. This here is for you to know. This here is for you Mom. Who would have knew.

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