Growth is a Process 🌻

There's A Crack💔

Heavy heart and it's just breaking. I just feel so unsteady and unbalanced. I'm rocking back and forth through everything. Success and bullshit. My faith and sin. I just don't understand it sometimes. I'm such an amazing person on no cocky shit. Sometimes the thoughts are so loud and the anxiety is so heavy. It's just one rocky day and it's making me feel just broken. The questions come and come in my mind. Look where you are. Where are you going? You're getting older and what have you done? I have to quiet these thoughts and remember that life isn't a fair fight. Everybody has their on things that keep them up at night. I just feel like I can't keep it moving the way I should. I can't write like I want to because I'm doing everything else. This is my therapy and I've come back with a depression poem. I don't bother people but people stay bothered. There is a crack and it's just opening up today and I don't know why. Pray for me and pray period because sometimes the most happiest, sweetest people need it.