Growth is a Process 🌻

Jealous

I'm jealous of the girl I use to be. The one that didn't know how cruel life could be. The one that didn't have all these responsibilities. The one who would just write everyday consistently about positivity. The girl who was just living each day blindly. I wish I could've protected her from all of our mistakes. I wish things could've been different and we would be different. You know something though. That girl is much stronger. Matter of fact that girl is now a woman. She sees everything for what it is instead of blindly walking past it all. The mistakes made her solid. She's so responsible. People depend on her and it's tough. She's blossumed but she's still growing. I'm jealous of the innocence of that girl I use to be but I have to applaude the change and gain that I have now. Life shapes and molds us. We have to roll with the punches and let the change happen because in the end it's going to make you into who you need to be.