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Depression😕

Everything has been good in my life but I still can't shake this depression. It hits when I least expect it and it hurts. I feel disappointed that I didn't do things differently. And I know this is apart of my story and I gotta get through it but I'm just sick of it. Why me is all I can ask. I'm praying for a change. I'm praying for new things. I just need God more than anything right now. Life throws so much at you at a time and doesn't care if your ready or not. I feel numb. So many things have happened that it's to the point where it doesn't do anything but destroy me on the inside. I have no emotions to show. You would think I was fine but I'm not. I just ask that the Lord just keeps me in mind because I'm not feeling too good out here.