Hidden thoughts

Chapter 23

I pulled Rey on top of me and I groaned deeply as her weight pressed on my hardness. I heard her gasp. She pressed herself against me and I instinctively pushed back against her. Again and again we pushed against each other, our desire growing and soon we were in a rhythm, her hips grinding down onto me. I was in heaven and suddenly she was kissing my neck, her lips tracing their way up to my chin. I moaned and then returned the favour, flipping her onto her back and kissing hungrily down to the neckline of what she wore. Much to my surprise Rey pushed me back and, breathing hard she removed the smock revealing her naked skin.  My breath escaped in a shaky gasp and I began kissing her stomach.  She arched her back, her hands in my hair as I  kissed up towards her breasts, feeling their softness against my lips, feeling her grip on my hair tighten as I reached her nipples, kissing them and enjoying the reaction it got and then our lips met again, our tongues furiously exploring each other's mouths.  Her hands were running up and down my sides as we kissed, sending shivers through my body whilst I supported my weight on my arms. Finally I felt her fingers tentatively touch my boxer shorts, felt her fingers in the elastic waistband.  I looked in her eyes and reached down, pulling my shorts off, I paused, my heart pounding furiously, "Rey" I whispered, "Do you want to do this?" She nodded biting her lip.  With her help I guided myself inside her, pushing as gently as I could despite every part of me wanting to push hard and fast.  She sucked in her breath and I shut my eyes, my mouth falling open silently.  I felt her grip my shoulders and I began to push in and out, panting hard, trying not to make too much noise and cry out.  My hair was in her face and I paused to look at her.  Her brow was slightly furrowed and her lips were parted, "Rey, are you ok?" I asked with a breathy voice, she nodded and I continued to move carefully in and out.  A feeling began to build inside me then, spreading through my body, making me push a little faster.  I began to gasp in between panting and she was making the most erotic sounds in my ear, pushing me even faster towards my climax. Finally the feeling became so intense that I cried out, a little louder than I meant to.  Rey held a finger to her panting mouth and then kissed me deeply, drowning my moans as I finally relieved those years of frustration.

Afterwards we kissed and held each other and I lay looking in her eyes and her in mine and then she spoke and what she said made me freeze, "Ben, I love you".  I looked at her vulnerable face, her eyes full of the fear of rejection and then I knew what to do.  I held her face in my hands and whispered "Rey I love you too.  I have loved you for what seems like forever".  The funny thing was that I didn't feel uncomfortable saying that to her like I thought I would and to see her smile as I said it made my heart sing.  We fell asleep wrapped in each other's arms.

The next morning we ate breakfast with Leia and Chewbacca, sat outside the Falcon, overlooking the green fields. Finally, in that moment, with my mother and Rey next to me, I truly felt that I had fulfilled the destiny of my blood line.

The End

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