LIVE (Depressed Taehyung X Reader FF)

CHAPTER 26: YOU DID WHAT??!

JIMIN P.O.V

that smell... A hospital? Why do my eyes feel heavy? I think I still need some re-

"Guys, his hands shivered!!"
"You kidding me?!"
"Please wake up jiminie.."
"I'm getting more snacks guys, I'm nervou-"
"Jin! Stop eating already. You'll get fat!!"
"I DON'T get fat!! That's why I keep eating!"
"Can't relate.."

I don't want to wake up, not yet. I'm scared of showing my face to them after what happened; they'll hate me, I'm sure of it.

"Jiminie.. I'm sorry"

What.

"I shouldn't have called you to come in the first place, then it wouldn't have come to this.."

No...

"I'm sorr-"

My eyes shot open immediately as I sat straight, ignoring the pain throughout my body. I never noticed the fact that tears were brimming from my eyes.

"ITS NOT YOUR FAULT!! YOU HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!! YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHO COLLAPSED ON THE WAY!! YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHO HAS NARCOLEPSY!!!"

I yelled at her with weakness visible in my voice. She looked at me shocked, they all did. Tears started brimming more as I continued, almost in a whisper.

"...I'm t-the weak one h-here. You did nothing wrong.."

Their eyes softened, probably in pity at my pathetic sight.

"I'm so sorry I'm such a pathetic... Weak piece of sh-"

"You're amazing, jimin." A deep voice interrupted me, taehyung's to be exact. I just stared at him, confused. The rest stared as well, but with a look I can't define.

".. I mean, you've been through ALOT, yet you've still stayed strong. You've cried, and it's normal. You've felt fear, and it's normal. Yet, you never acted like I did.." taehyung confessed, as we all now looked confused.

"You still wanted to live. Unlike me who just wanted to run away, who wanted to end it all and not endure any of it, you managed to endure it all. You still wanted to see the light of another day. And for that, I respect you jiminie." Taehyung continued, before shooting me another boxy smile of his.

I was left with silence, I didn't know how to react. I bit my lower lip out of frustration, trying to contain my tears from falling.

".. can I just ask you one question jimin hyung, why did you still want to live after all that mess?"
Jungkook asked, after a whole minute or two of silence.

"I...I wanted to smile with all of you every single day. I wanted to play with you and tae every day. I wanted to dance with hobi every day. I wanted to sing to yoongi's beautiful music every day. I wanted to laugh at jin's lame jokes every day. I wanted to have namjoon teach me every day. I wanted to see y/n's face every day....." I said, now whimpering rather than talking.

In no time, I felt alot of warm embraces around me. My whole body was warm now.... And so was my heart.

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Y/N P.O.V

We ended the horrible talk and decided to cheer the poor guy up.

"Like seriously! Those two were total bitches back there!!" Taehyung exclaimed, pointing at hoseok and seokjin. They both were embarrassed as jimin was finally smiling.

"Shut up! We were losing shit then!!" Hoseok tried defending as seokjin was just straight embarrassed.

We were all laughing and having fun, until jimin became serious all of a sudden.

"Wait. Something's not right.. two.. four six se- WHERE'S NAMJOON???!" jimin exclaimed,as I can see the rest feeling quite uneasy.

"Don't worry.. namjoon's fine now. He's not in danger-"

"WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM??" Jimin yelled again.
We all stayed silent, as we saw Jin raises his hand.

"This was actually all my fault. I wasn't paying attention and... He pushed me away from the bullet and got shot instead.." he said, his voice filled with guilt. Yoongi just rubbed circles on his back, trying to soothe him. I looked over and saw jimin's eyes soften.

"Hyung.. I talked to him just a moment ago. He said he did it because he's our leader... I guess it's the fate of a leader to protect his loved ones." Yoongi spoke and Jin just smiled sadly.

time skip 2 months later brought to you by rose bowl's ending fireworks because damn... That shit's beautiful.

"SHIT IM LOSING!!" I tried getting ahold of the goddamn controller as taehyung was just casually sipping his hot chocolate with a hand and still managing to surpass me with the other.

"FUQ YOU TAE, ITS FIRTH TIME IN A ROW!! SHOW SOME MERCY!" I yelled in anger and defeat.

He just happily skipped his way to the kitchen, putting his cup in the sink and coming back.

"Told ya I'd win." He smirked at me, as I pouted at my loss.

I wasn't prepared, but he suddenly pecked me on the lips. He then smiled at me innocently.

"Those pouty ones deserved one for looking cute.." he Said. I was about to say something until I felt my phone vibrate multiple times.

5 new messages from
"🔥BANGTAN BITCHES🔥"

JOONIE148
GUUYYYSSS!!
THIS IS IMPORTANT!!

BUNNY_KOOKIE
what happened ._.?

INFIRES_YOONGI
.......?

RAY_OF_SUNSHINE
WHAT??

MOCHI123
??? .-.

ALIEN_TAE
dude, wut happened? -_-+

-I looked over and saw tae on his phone as well... Beside me.-

Y/N_IS_A_GENIUS
wat?

JOONIE148
Before I say it.. let's spam Jin with texts . He's probably eating.

Y/N_IS_A_GENIUS
OK, JIIIIIIINNNNNN

INFIRES_YOONGI
JIIIINNN

MOCHI123
SEOKJINIE HYUNG~

ALIEN_TAE
Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin

RAY_OF_SUNSHINE
I'm too lazy tbh

BUNNY_KOOKIE
KIM FUQING SEOKJIN HYUNG!!!

EOMMA_HANDSOME
WTF DO Y'ALL WANT??! I was eating ;_;

JOONIE148
Knew it! Anyways I have an announcement..

JOONIE148
if y'all ever cared about school like how I do, you'd know that on the school's website there's a talent show next week bitches -_-'

Y/N_IS_A_GENIUS
yeah, and?

JOONIE148
well, I may or may not have signed y'all in it..

Y/N_IS_A_GENIUS
.....
YOU DID WHAT??!

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SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER, COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TBH

Thank y'all for reading this trash of a story T_T

PS. I kinda changed a little bit in their usernames like how I used the underscore instead of a space cuz that's just how it actually works.