"tell who what amelia?" i asked her still starring into her eyes. "you know who i'm talking about, i had to i'm sorry you were shot it's something she needed to know." a rush a fear filled me, my heart dropped and my stomach knotted up. i felt worse now than when i was shot. i knew exactly who she was on about.
"hello tana." a familiar voice said coldly. it was my mother. i didn't reply i just stared at the floor. i was hoping i was hallucinating, maybe this was a dream. i didn't want her near me, not after all the discusting names she called me the day i came out. "get out," i said quitly although louder enough for her to hear it. she just stood there not moving. " get out of my room" i said again louder, it caught the attention of one of the nurses but she didn't do anything. " I SWEAR TO GOD GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM RIGHT NOW YOU DISCUSTING BITCH" i screamed at her using all the energy i had left. security ran into the room and took her away.
~time skip 10pm~
i rubbed my eyes and slowly prised them open. i geuss i has fallen asleep pretty soon after security removed my mum. i was in amelia's arms and felt safe. i wasn't mad at her for telling my mum, i mean i can't blame her because she didn't know how i was going to react. i don't really talk much about my parents to anyone. my phone was vibrating on the tray where i had put it earlier. i picked it up and my phone was blowing up. i had hundreds dms from billie fan accounts, a swarm of comments telling me to get better soon. i'm just looking at my phone dumbfounded, why was it blowing up. i clicked on billie story and see a photo of me ameila asleep. she must have popped by earlier after my mum showed up. billie had captioned it "get well soon mamas, i'm so sorry. everyone go give her some love she's amazing @tanamomgeua" i couldn't believe it. no fucking way.
~time skip next morning~
i was so tired from reply to as many dms as possible untill i couldn't open my eyes. everyone was so sweet and wished me a speedy recovery. i looked to my left to see ameila still asleep, she always looked peaceful when she slept. she started to stir and then glanced up at me. "are you watching me sleep?" she questioned me with a raspy voice. "maybe, not for long though, only like a minite i swear." she hopped of the bed and disappeared i'm assuming to get ready for the day. i decided to check my phone, how was it already 9:45 i thought as i opened instagram. i had completely forgot about yesterday but all the memories started coming back. the ones of my mum being here, billie story and all the fan accounts. ameila distracted me from my thoughts as she walked back into the room. "make billie delete that story now i look a right mess when i sleep." she was definatly pissed at this whole situation because people were blowing up her phone aswell. we both know that she secretly liked all the attention. "it's not like i have constant contact with billie. i mean she's famous for god sake." i replied sighing remember that she's famous. i forgot that for a while.
~time skip 11:30~
ameila had just finished signing my discharge papers. we could finally leave this hell hole of a hospital. it's making me more sick being in here. ameila had all ready backed all my bags ready to leave yesterday. we both just wanted to get out of here. i couldn't wait to see oreo. god i love that dog. "okay we are all set to go tana" ameila exclaimed as she walked back into my room.
we loaded everything into the uber as quick as we could. i was still taking everything slowly because it still hurt i mean i was shot. the drive was quiet, me and ameila just sat on our phones reply to the copious amounts of fan accounts flooding our pages with love. i took a picture out of the window of the uber and put it on my story captioned "i'm okay guys, it's not that bad now thank you for all the love and support. i'm on my way home." i sighed and turned my phone off. i kinda wish billie didn't upload that of me and ameila, i don't mean that to be ungrateful more as i feel bad when i dont reply because it's not like they are my fans or that i'm famous so i feel bad if i don't reply, not to mention ameila is still mad at billie for posting it and i'm never gonna hear the end of it. finally we arrived at my house after what felt like 4 hours. i opened my door and i couldn't belive what was waiting for me inside.
a/n sorry i'm not really good at this shit lmao. this whole book is trash 😂
