THE LAST GODDESS (Aphrodite's Greediness)

🔮CHAPTER 13🔮

CHAPTER 13: THE PAST
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LHADY POV

It's hardly to believe but I love him. I still love him.

I still love the man who had broke my heart.

But I don't have an option to be the coldest Girl in front of him to order that he will go away, but heart still wants him.

I want to move on what the fuck up..

"Haxie, I wanna talk to you" sambit niya sa akin. That voice I missed how many years is now begging me to talk to him. 

"Ok. Jona hintayin mo nalang ako sa Parking" cold kong sagot at pinaalis ko muna si Jona, halata naman sa Mga mata ni Jona na nag-aalala siya Pero wala na siyang magagawa kundi sundin ako ngayon.

Hinarap ko naman siya at ipinakita Ang pinakacold Kong mata sa kaniya. "What do you want Rain?" Tanong ko sa kaniya, Wala akong time para sa mga kagaya niya. No scratch that, I have many times for this time but not in my broken Heart.

Is feels that I'm breaking down.

"Haxie thanks for giving me a chance to talk to yo--" hindi ko na talaga kaya Yung nararamdaman ko pagkaharap ko siya Kaya naman pinutol ko na Ang sasaihin niya.

Ayaw Kong makita niya akong umiiyak..

"Go straight to the point, Rain. I don't have many times for you" cold Kong Sabi sa kaniya pero deep inside I have many times for you and I want to stay with you. But my heart says I have to stay with you because you are happy with your Goddamn life.

"Haxie, bakit ka nagbago? You are not like that. Hax---" tanong niya sa akin. Great, tinatanong niya pa kung bakit. Great Rain. Hindi ko alam na tanga din pala siya para Sa pag-ibig. 

Tiningnan ko naman siya. "You know already the answer Rain. But I answer your Question, this is because of you Rain, because of you" sagot ko sa kaniya, Hindi ko kaya na maka-usap pa tong kumag na to. Ang sakit sa puso gusto ko Nang umiyak Pero ayaw koo.. Ang sakt..

"Haxie I never expected that you came like this. I'm sorry for leaving you, Hindi ko naman sinasadya yun. You know that I trap the decision of my family that time Haxie. I'm sorry Haxie. Haxie I want you to be back in my life, Haxie. Pleaseee" paghihingi niya Nang tawad. Huli na ang lahat sa pagkakaalam ko, wala ka Nang lugar para sa sugatan Kong puso kahit na mahal na mahal pa kita. You have your peaceful life right now at ayoko Nang bumalik pa sa buhay mo. That's I want to say but I'm to wake to say that.

"Totoo nga Ang kasabihan na nasa huli Ang pagsisisi, Rain alam mo, nasaktan mo na ako ehh. Wala na, alam mo ba na nasaktan ako ng sobra sa ginawa mo?" Sigaw ko sa kaniya, habang umiyak. Ayoko na talaga, Hindi ko na kaya. Hindi ko na pigiling umiyak Dahil sa kaniya. Hindi ko na kaya. I want to with you but this time I want you to stay away from me.

And you all I want to say our past.

A traumatic past of mine and you'll understand why I became like this.

****************[FLASHBACK]****************

2 years ago....

My family and his are bestfriend. They are a long time bestfriend Dahil sa kompanya pinapagalaw ng mga parents namin. That's why me and Rain has a Good quality time spending most of time in precious memory. 

Back then when we we're on Grade school, siya Ang sumusuporta sa akin sa lahat ng mga bagay na sasalihan ko because our parents are busy in business. And he was my Knight in Shining armor when we are on Grade school ng Dahil sa palagi akong nabubully because of matalino ako.