One Trip Changed My Life •Book One•

Chapter Sixty-Five

I'm thinking about ending this book at chapter 100 so if you want me to make a book to let me know so I can make more ideas for it. And maybe even start planning out book 2 so that I can make it better than this.
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I woke up screaming and gasping for air. This wasn't funny, it was now messing with my sleep and I couldn't do anything about it. Colby jolted awake and seen me, tears running down my cheeks and my breathing rapid. He pulled me to his chest and rubbed my back as I soon began to calm down. "It's okay, everything is gonna be alright." He whispered in my ear as he ran his hands through my hair.

He kissed my cheek and rocked us back and forth. "I think now is a good idea to record that video." I softly said. He looked down at me for a few seconds then nodded. "But listen, neither of us can look at the comments, it's not allowed. We don't need you to see any hate okay?" I nodded my head and he got up. Turning on his light, he opened his door and walked off to my room to get the camera. He soon came back in and set it up on the tripod. I pulled my hair back into a ponytail and grabbed a cropped hoodie and slipped it on.

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"Ready?" He asked. I nodded my head and he started recording. "Hi guys, well um, I'm Alexis and if you're new here welcome. I am ready to explain everything that has happened. This will probably be an interesting way to meet me if you are new. Colby is here with me and as many of you know, we are dating." I said as he sat down next to me after grabbing tissues and a water bottle just incase.

"Now, it is currently," I pull out my phone and show them, then look at it. "2:52am. This is going to be a very serious and triggering topic for some so please, please watch at your own risk and maybe even with a parent or loved one......About five months ago, I got pregnant, now, at the time I did not know or even realize. I never noticed I never got my period because I was way to busy filming and stuff, like, I barely ever knew the date." I said as I fiddled with my fingers a bit.

I slowly stand up to reveal my belly. "As you can see, there is no sign of pregnancy. I slowly sit down. "I have been having terrible nightmares, I haven't really posted anything, I keep losing weight, I'm just not in my right mind right now. So, therefore, my story becomes interesting....sad.....Colby and I were in Hawaii because he won the prank war. Everyone went, so, on our way back, I was getting severe cramps and I was even bleeding. Now, at this time, I did not know I was pregnant, not even the slightest."

I seen Colby shift and he pulled me close. "Colby and I went to the hospital, they took ultrasounds, blood tests, pregnancy tests. I had found out that I was pregnant, I got the worse news ever, I had a stillborn, a baby boy..." I trailed off and tears just kept rolling down my cheeks. "It was so hard to hear that, yes, I know I was not ready at all, but that was mine, our child, a part of our lives, a human being. It's not hard to learn that a child of yours had died, especially when they weren't even born yet." Colby kissed my temple.

"I had to be induced, in other words, forced into labor, I delivered the baby, we named him Colby Brock Jr, it was the most heart breaking thing on earth, I........I just could handle it. I grew more and more depressed and I'm glad Colby is back, we had the funeral earlier today, I was heart broken. Everything was just horrible. I was about three or four months into the pregnancy when he passed away. Please, please be aware that things like this happens and take as much care of yourself and your baby as you can."

Soon, we finished the video. I put my hand over the lens and Colby shut it off. He gave me a soft kiss on the cheek and shut off the light. He walked back over to the bed and laid down. "Come on baby, try to sleep." He said as he pulled me to his chest. I cuddled my face into his neck as he held me protectively. The feeling of being in his arms was amazing and I wouldn't ask for more. At this very moment, I needed him more than anything. He was the father of my child and helped me through so much. Who would have thought that this would happen.