Somewhere In My Car {A Kasey Kahne Story}--Complete

Chapter 6: Old Wounds

Madison was sipping her coffee at her desk working on a press release for Brian when her phone went off. I'm sorry about this morning. She was a friend and it wasn't what it looked like. Please forgive me and come by my place tonight after work. Madison wasn't sure if she should trust Kasey after this morning because obviously he wasn't the same guy she dated before. She picked up her phone about to text him back and then set it back down. Brian knocked on the door. "Hey Madison want to go to lunch?" he asked. "Yeah we can" she said. She gathered her things and went out to Brian's car as they went to Applebee's. "Are you ok?" Brian asked. "Yeah I'm ok; just a lot on my mind" Madison said. "Well I'll try to make your day better" he said. All through lunch Madison felt like she was in a fog. She listened to everything Brian said, but at the same time she was thinking about Kasey. When they got back to the shop, Madison stared at her phone and finally texted him back. I'll come by...

Kasey was signing some autographs when he felt his phone vibrate. He read the text and was happy she was at least coming over and texted her the address and waited for that night. Madison got into her car at the end of the day and put in her mix CD. I miss you by Blink 182 started to play and she wasn't sure if it was a sign or maybe she was reading into it too much. She pulled into a parking spot in Birkdale in front of Kasey's apartment and rang the buzzer. The buzzer went off and she walked upstairs. "Hi Madison" he said opening the door. "Hi" she said standing there. "Come in" he said showing her inside. She looked around at how nice the place was for two bachelors. She sat down on the couch and Kasey sat down in a chair beside her. "So why did you want me to come here Kasey?" she asked. "I wanted to explain myself for this morning" he said. "Didn't I tell you I didn't care about what life choices you make now" she said. "I know but you deserve to know the truth about this morning and about something else that only Kale and my cousins know" he said. "Ok go on then" she said. "Ok well I'll start with this morning. Her name is Hayley and I have gone out with her a couple of times. She was one of the first girls I met when Kale and I moved here. We've hooked up a few times and we just met for coffee this morning that was it." "Ok so?" she asked. "Kasey we didn't officially say we were together again. We've been on two dates." "I know, but I want to be with you" he said. "Ok what happened in Indiana?" she asked. "After I moved I was trying to get life back to normal as much as possible. I thought about you every day and didn't know why I couldn't pick up the phone to talk to you. For a while I blamed myself for losing touch and losing you in general. There were a couple of weekends when I flew back home and would drive by your house, but at that point you had already left and I didn't know where you were. I'll never forget going back to Indiana after going to visit mom and dad I broke down in Kale and mine's apartment saying how much I loved you and how I could be such a screw up. I never stopped loving you Madison, not for one second..." he said tears forming in his eyes. "Why didn't you call me then?" she asked. "I don't know Madison. I tried picking up the phone to call you, but every time I tried I didn't know what to say to you, so I would hang up the phone." Madison didn't know what was going on. She looked at Kasey with complete shock. "Kasey there's something I need to tell you" she said. Kasey looked up and sat back in the chair. "After our last night in Enumclaw, I was devastated when you left. You wouldn't have known but I cried myself to sleep every night for a year it seemed like before I went off to college. Then about a month or so after you left I started not to feel so hot. I went to the doctor thinking I might have the flu and I was pregnant. I didn't know what I was going to do and knew I wasn't going to ruin your racing dreams with a baby. I kept it to myself for a while then ended up telling my mom. I was about 4 months in when I lost the baby. They don't know what happened, but I guess it was meant to be and I went to college as planned. Losing you and the baby were the hardest things to ever happen to me" she said crying. Kasey was crying now and went to hold her. "Why didn't you tell me?" he asked. "I didn't have your number and that was something I wasn't going to ask of you." "I'm so sorry Madison" he said. "It's ok Kasey, it made me stronger" she said. "You've always been stronger than you needed to be" Kasey said. Madison smiled at him. "Don't blame me if my first reaction back with you isn't that we're together because it took me so long to put myself back together after losing you the first time." "I can understand that completely and I'm sorry" he said. Kasey leaned in to kiss Madison as he pulled her to him. He placed his hand on her face and kissed her passionately. Madison pulled back breathless and didn't know what to do. "Kasey..." she trailed off as he kissed her again and picked her up and carried her to the bedroom. He lifted her shirt over her head and let it fall to the floor as he undid her pants and pulled those off. She yanked his shirt over his head and tossed it with her clothes as he stepped out of his pants. He gently removed her bra and underwear as she lay on the bed. He could see is erection through his boxers as he pulled them down, letting it spring free. Kasey positioned himself and pushed inside her. "Kasey" she moaned. He moved with her hitting her spot every time. He leaned her up and held her as he made love to her, holding her back and kissing her entire body. "Fuck" he said as he came inside her. Kasey and Madison fell back on the bed and Madison lay on his chest as he held her. "How do I fall for this every time?" Madison asked. "I guess I'm that charming" Kasey said with a laugh running his fingers through her hair. "I can't stay away Madison" he said. "Then don't" she said.