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Daryl was snoring beside Tamara in his tent ,nobody had seen her hair yet as it was still to  dark. As she lay there staring at the ceiling she remembered how she always thought she had time with here daughter  and as she slipped into a deep sleep and her dream began she smiled for the first time in a while .
- dream-
"Mummy daddys here "
"Okay sweety  "
The room was highly decorated with pink and white balloon . It was Katrina's birthday and her dad had come over .
"Look what daddy got me " Katrina screamed as she run into her mums arms . Showing the barbie doll as she did so. Katrina farther walked into the kitchen as well ." Hello dave "
"Tamara "
The birthday was a hit and as it was wrapping up there were load screams as the next door neighbour walked in to the yard biting the  small children . Tamara sprung in to action grabbing her knife and gun , telling Katrina to grab the thing that she need and meet her in the garage . The last thing she saw as she opened the garage door was Dave biting Katrina friend . This was only the beginning . Tamara woke up from with  jump wiping away her tears ,she returned to the position that she was in before she fall asleep . she layed there till the sun began to rise , and Daryl began to stir . the memory replaying in here head the week following was the week her daughter was ripped from her, the day she lost her a baby again . 

Daryl  sat up from his bed looking at Tamara he realised something, something  he didn't want to realise and that was that he cared . he shouldn't care about anyone any more but he did and he hated it . leaving the tent he left Tamara alone.

Tamara decided that now was a good time to get up , maybe she could help Maggie or Beth. walking up to the white house she got plenty of looks as they saw her red hair . all the men were crowed around the car the car with map across the bonnet  . Daryl looked up as Tamara passed , Tamara smiled back at him as she climber the stairs . "morning "she said as she walked past Beth  going to the kitchen to make breakfast with Maggie . when she finished  making breakfast for the Greene family she saw that the man had broken up and were going the separate way , there separate ways to find Sophia,  the Sophia who was dead .   they were wasting there time but she didn't want to be the one to tell anyone . after her and Maggie washed the dishes, Maggie left to go on a run with Glen, Glen left his guitar on the front porch and so Tamara  picked it up strumming it softly . she begin to play a tune . 

- song-

im sorry that I wasn't there 

im sorry i couldn't hold back you hair 

im sorry that when the clock strung nine , we were both to drunk to read the time . 

the time that we have was cut to short , a lost soul was taken too . 

our angels going up to heaven , are hearts  were breaking not so even .

and when we cried we made a bond , our boyfriend and husband already gone . 

the blood was warm and our face were too

our babies died at noon.

our face lit up as we past our test . 

a new lot of life was not put at rest .

the long nights and morning were  loud cries , but very much the good kind .

our hearts we full and so were our arms , two babies were born this summer .

 this was the song that Tamara wrote when her and Lori both had a miscarriage at the same time, Lori came over resting her hand on her shoulder .   remembering the pain they had both suffered when they found out that the were both not pregnant . then they both heard yelling " walker walker"

"just the one " rick said as he put his hand up to his face shielding the sun.

" i bet a can nail it " Andrea said as Tamara walked up to be on ricks side.

"no ,no put the gun done "

" you best let us handle this " Shane said 

" hold up Hershel said he want to deal with walker "

" what for man we got it covered "

" dam it " rick said as he run towards the van to retrieve  a weapon

Shane, rick, t-dog and Tamara run toward the walker all holding a weapon 

"is that Daryl " glen asked . Tamara begin to nod

" it about  time that  you pointed that thing at me , are you going to pull the trigger or what " Daryl asked.

then  a bang  rung through the air and Daryl fall backwards .

rick run towards Daryl , " no no ,no no " 

Tamara was  by Daryl side trying to get him to stand. 

she could see all the Greene's running out towards the house Lori yelling out "  rick" as she run towards the group .

Daryl touched the bullet wound which was only a graze , which Tamara was glad to see. 

" i was kidding"  Daryl said as Tamara handed his arm to Shane for his support as Tamara couldn't help.

Andrea came running Down the hill yelling " oh my god  oh my god oh my god "

" unconscious , you just grazed it " rick replied 

" your lucky you only grazed it " Tamara threatened .

" what the hell happened he wearing ears  " Glen pointed out  

"let keep that to our self " rick said as he pulled them off Daryl neck . that when t dog brought there attention to a doll ." inst this Sophia's " the dread name the name that Tamara didn't want to hear . this was the reason Daryl was out there this was the reason he was in this state. 

as Tamara helped Daryl in a to a  bed to get stitched up and his head bandage , she began to wipe of the dried blood and dirt making sure he wound didn't get infected .  she  saw the scares on his back ones that she had seen before on his brother Merle. as the last of the man cleared out of the room she plopped herself down on the chair across from the bed  . it was time she told somebody the truth ....

author note : i wrote the poem / song at the top . 

do you think it is Daryl that she tell?
:)

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