A storm over head (Daryl Dixon fanfic)

war part 2

most people where better there were still a  few sick and weak but to daryl delight tamara was fine . good as new , but peace never lasted. next thing the group knew they were all standing out side with michonne and hershel on there knee .  rick was at the fence try to convince the governor that the could work this out ,beth and maggie were trying the hardest to stay strong but tamara was already crying into daryl side . mumbling prayers and hope that the lord that she has never believed in , decided to  listen and be real . he didn't because next thing the hole group knew was michonne's katana came down on to hershel neck , beth and maggie screamed  and then there was gun fire . Daryl started shooting and Tamara found herself unable to move the prison begin to come over run with walkers and  the gun shot kept firing but tamara stood there until she felt tugging on her pants she zoned back in and saw luke cry. it was almost like her mother instinct kicked in because she picked up the young boy and began to run some how missing all the bullets she run as fast as her legs could carry her right out of the prison where a getaway car was she throw luke in the back and told him to buckle up as she did the same  . the waited for a while in hopes that the rest of the group would turn up but it never happened. advantly they could not stay any more as the walkers where starting to came surround  the car . so she  started the car and drove away from her home where she almost died twice  , where she loved and then today she lost she didn't even know if anybody in group was alive still . as she drove away from the prison she wound down the window and she could still hear gunshots . the drove a hour away from the prison before she pulled over and had a break down hitting the wheel and then resting her arms on it on crying . she heard the back seat belt click and then she felt arms around her luke was crying to she brought him around on to her lap and the cryed right up into they both fell asleep . 

meanwhile daryl and beth had survived the attack and the where both fighting 

'what do you want form me girl"

" i want you to stop acting like you dont give a crap about anything , like nothing we went through mattered like non of the people that we lost meant anything to you , it bullshit "

" is that what you think"

" that what i know "

" you don't know nothing "

" i know you look at me and you just see , a dead girl i'm not michonne , i'm not carol, i'm not maggie,  and i'm not Tamara . i survived and you don't get it cause , i'm not like you or them  but i made it and you don't get to treat me  like crap just cause you afraid "

"im not afraid of nothing "

" i remember when that little girl cam out of the barn after my mum you were like me and god forbidden you let anybody get to close "

" to close huh, you know all about that, you lost two boyfriends and you cant even shed a tear . your whole family's gone, and you go out looking from so booze like some dumb college kid"

"screw you , you don't get it "

" know you don't get it , everyone we know dead "

" you dont know that "

"might as well because you not going to see them ever again, rick , you aint ever going to see maggie again"

'" Daryl just stop"

" the governor road right up to our gates, maybe  if I hadn't Stopped looking maybe if i hadn't given up , that is on me" 

"daryl"

"and your dad , maybe i could of done something, i should of left tamara   " 

beth elsaped daryl in a hug and they both cried .

the group was split each of them think that the others where gone , it wasn't a nice feeling because being with people for so long now and now  they had nobody . 

Tamara a woke from walker banging on the car window so quietly moved luke into the passage side and started up the car again . Tamara was strong yes but was she going to be able to protect luke from all of this .  the drove right through the night and through to when the sun rose in the horizon . another day ,  another day without the group. tamara stopped at house and her and luke went to find some food they sat and ate the canned food before they got back in the car and drove again it remind  tamara of the nine months that the were going around with lori it made her sad to think that they had lost so many from then lori t dog hershel and probably more .

she lost daryl ,the car stopped running , she looked down on  and realised that the petrol cage had gone down and it was empty so the both of them were now on foot  . luke got tired so Tamara  ended up carrying him  . The finally found a house for the night  as they where both tired they set it up to make sure no walkers or human could get in and the both settled down even though it was the afternoon the both full asleep. tamra woke first and rolled over and looked out the window  remembering all  the memory she looked at her scared hands that she had had exposed since the night her a daryl talked about the scares and she cried again . then she said to herself " one day of crying tomorrow you get up and you continue to survive you do what you have to do to do that " 

Tamara got up from where she was lying and  throw up , and again . That when she realised something she hasn't gotten her period  that month , and it wasn't because she was stressed or lacked food the had had plenty of food in that time . she was pregnant