A storm over head (Daryl Dixon fanfic)

group discussion

the group began to talk whether or not they should help rick's group out or if they should stay out of it , most of the group didn't care what happens others had some opinions. "i say what if we did this and it made it worse for us "

"negan wont mess with us ,but what if this makes him "

"what if our people are killed "

to tamara  these meant nothing she wanted to help her friends . but these were here people  so she had to listen . she was torn so torn what was she going to do how was she going to help her people whilst helping her family .

that when oliver came over handing her a note " the ruf looking guy asked me to give this to you "

dear tamara,

you not the women i fell in love with ,you changed maybe it for the better and in my own time i will get used to the new you . 

i wanted to tell you that one of our boys has a disability, the doc said it called neuron migration meaning the neurons in his brain did not go to the right rest place and some didn't even make it , the doc said that it would've happened in the third trimester . 

hes not going to make it in this world and maybe you should come see them soon they already know who you are i found a yearbook from our school that had you in it , you haven't aged at all they now both point at it and say mama . 

rick fine to have you come back and live with us and i hope that you do . i also understand if you don't because those are your people and they depend on you just like we once depend on rick . 

i love you and miss you , maggie pregnancy going well the other week carl tried to sneak off into negan camps hes fine , negan brought him back and made pasta . 

he also killed spencer the one that you hated , i wanted to tell you in person but negan also killed abraham , i know you weren't to close but you where friends and sometime you shared the same personality and cracked the same jokes . he also killed glenn and i knew that you and him were closer and that you loved him like he was your own brother mainly because he married maggie and all ( at reading this tamara broke down still clutching on the letter she handed it to isla who read the rest out loud )

"the dogs fine though hes very close with corey , that the one that has neuron migration , i think it may be a good thing because the dog sometimes growls at carl and you said that the dogs immune so maybe just maybe , the dog will protect him . 

you knew about noah right , well it happened before you left so i guess you do. carol miss you just as much as i do . she brings up how you helped her when you came to the camp the first time .  we found someone that you new before the apocalypse someone that you were friends with before shane and rick . at first i hated him ,till he told me that you and him covered yourself in mud . you where never a girly girl where you . 

thank you for changing me into the man and the farther that i am now . 

love from daryl.

p.s come home when your ready.

the letter made her cry so heavily for the first time she felt like she had lost him all over again he frist night out here alone all she did was cry and she hadn't cried this heavily since then. 

he wanted her back and she wanted to but she can she had these . so she made the announcement . 

"where helping them , we have to they where my family before you guys were . there for there yours to"

three weeks later /// 

tamara group rocked up outside of alexsander , knocking on the fence they were greeted by  enid  , who hugged tamara almost immediately 

'where here to see rick " she said standing between cassie isa and poppy , enid nodded before opening the gate and letting them in .

rick stood at the gate definitely surprised to see the women standing there , he had his doubts thinking that there was the possibility that she would come to help but here she stood .

"hello rick, my girls  here will discuss our plans and what we want out of this i'm going to go see my boys '

rick nodded of course she wanted to see her boys,entering the house it felt like the house of a fairytale she saw carol cooking over the stove carl playing with judith and her two boys and daryl sharpening his knife it was like she had never existed the where happy without her here , they were living .

"hey " she said her voice more timermed then what she wanted it to be ," let me see my darling boys "

darly jumped he was startled why wouldn't he be , his letter had worked it had brung her back she was home . 

but the true question was how long would she be back , she still was a leader of a group which of course meant that the needed her more then he did . 

she held corey looking into his blue eyes smiling .daryl wore the biggest smile that he had, had in a while .