A storm over head (Daryl Dixon fanfic)

goodbye brother

Tamara held the gun to merle head but she couldn't pull the trigger no matter how hard she tried to , so she gave up and fled and hoped and prayed that Daryl would never come across merle . 

so when she walked back up to the prison ,and asked Rick where Daryl was . She realised that she had fucked up ,like really fucked up. so before the gate even had time to close she was running back to the dead merle and the going to be distort daryl but before she could even get halfway there daryl was riding past , pulled over and signed for her to get on .  back at the prison Tamara asked if he  was okay and he just nodded and left he didn't come out of his cell at all that night not even when it was time for dinner  . 

tater that  night when everybody had gone to bed tamara decided to have a shower and wash of  her and merles blood  . walking into the shower block she heard a sobbing sound that sounded like who ever was crying was trying to drown it out . walking forward into the shower block she saw who was crying . it was Daryl , his head was resting on the shower wall and he had his back to Tamara . tamara striped off her clothes, and stood in the shower wrapping her arms around him , his hand wrapped around hers before he turned around . 

he stood there and realised that she was also in fact naked . he cried in to her shoulder before he looked into her eyes grabbing her chin and pulling her lips to his the kiss intensified . her hands wrapping around his neck  and his around her waist , he pulled her closer if that was even possible . he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist , they moved toward  daryl cells . 

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This went on for a while longer before the two rolled over and lay together panting and covered in each others sweat , for the first time they forgot what the outside world was.  

it was just them in their own buble . the next morning felt different when they woke up "Daryl "Tamara started 

"mmm " daryl said as he rolled over to face tamra 

" you brother saved me "daryl opened his eyes to look at the beautiful women that lay next to him .
"how "

"i only coped this cut ,but when the governor went to shot me , merle had already been shot mind you ,he quickly put this in my pocket and whispered for me to play dead when the  bullet fired . " she said as she pulled the bible out " it stopped the bullet from making any contact with my skin so after we played dead and the govner left , you brother told me what you childhood was like and where those scars are from . you made me realise that i shouldn't hide my scared hands anymore , scars tell i story and yours tell my how you become the caring but strong Daryl "

Daryl smiled at that statement and kissed he lips , "next time don't try and kill the governor by yourself you  just lucky that my brother was there to save you "

"he died a hero , not an asshole " Tamara said laughing 

They both got up from where the were lying and got dressed for breakfast Tamara hurried down the stairs  faster then daryl because she promised she would help carol with breakfast . approaching carol , carol could tell that something was different with Tamara . so she raised her eyebrows in a suggestive manner and Tamara glared before her laughter filled the prison . Daryl who was walking down the stairs at the time when he heard it and couldn't help but smile . that's when he remembered the conversation he had with mere before the came back to the prison . 

-flash back -

"where are you going " 

"im going back"

" you been leading us closer haven't you "

"yea and so what there food a proper place to take a shit "

" yea but they wont accept me i almost killed the samurai and the chinaman " 

"he koren " 

" you like that officer friendly chick dont you "

"before you cam along , i had told her we could be more then friends . but i chose to come with you over her you never made me happy like she does , i should of chose her " he said pushinging on his brother shoulder he turned and started to walk away when merle ripped his shirt 
"he did the same to you "

" yep , because you left "

"i i didn't know "

" i may be the one walking away but your the one leaving again"

-present time -

after breakfast everybody started to get ready packing escape cars with supplies if the had to leave suddenly .making sure there was plenty of bullets and there was some where for beth , carl , judith to go when it began so that they were safe because they were to weak to be able to fight . by the time the had finished that it was time to settle down again for the evening after the finished eating dinner the group got ready for bed Tamara was on watch that night and before she climbed the tower to begin watch she sat down at the grave of T dog and lori and spoke to them as if the were here " were going to war and if we don't win we will be leaving you behind i guess . just you physical form the memories were not going to leave behind, there coming with us . anyway i got to get to watch " she turned around and as she did she bumped into daryl who looked as if he was watching her. 

she smiled up at him and he wraped his arms around her "goodbye brother ".

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