Born a Rogue

chapter 19

                           Lexi's POV

   Derek brings me to our room and he passionately kisses me when he calms his wolf down. I can't help but wrap my body around him. I can tell he's trying not to rush things and is trying to get away but he can't manage it.
   He let's me go for a couple minutes to breathe and regain control. I can see his need for me in his eyes and the panties g he is doing. His eyes are black and I can see his wolf is fighting for control with him, because of the different shades of black they keep changing to.
   I reach up and touch his face, he sighs and looks down at me. I lay down on the bed before him, submitting to my heat and him. I can tell my eyes are lustfull because Lola is also fighting for control but I won't give it to her. I want to experience this with our mate first she can have the next one.
   He looks at me longingly, I just look at him and out of instinct arch my privates towards him. I can start to see his eyes changing shades again as his wolf losses it. Lola has settled but is still excited that we are ready for the next step in our life.
   "I love you and I trust you with all my being Derek." He freezes and closes his eyes to relish in my voice and what I just said.
   The next thing I know is that my clothes are shredded and on the floor at his feet. And I am exposed to him, naked and for the first time he can relish in my nakedness and vulnerability.
   I moan in excitement and arousal. Which makes his nose flare as he enjoys every second of my scent, because once he begins my heat will start to fade, but will come back if not properly mated.
   After a few minutes of him with eyes closed smelling me, he gives in and touches me. He touches every inch of my skin memorising every curve and scar, some old some new and still pink from healing.  He then touches my breasts and my back pitches at his touch, which forces my private towards his nether regions. He moans and almost losses it again.
   "I will be as gentle as possible my little angel, I promise, I will." At his voice my privates get wet with that I pitch my private towards him again. He obliges to me and gently and slowly puts the head of his dick in me. He doesn't move after just sits there as I moan and let's me adjust to it. After a few minutes my body wants more so I arch my back and take in more much to his surprise.
   I can tell by his face that he is fighting hard not to just go all in and do what he's wanted to do from the beginning. He's fighting himself.
  After a couple of minutes I arch more and he's all in. I let it adjust for a moment before I move my hips into him, lifting my hips up into him and the down and over and over again slowly. Getting used to his size and allowing my body to relax around him as best it can.
   He then bends down next to my ear as I stop moving, "I am going to mark you now, the mark will complete our mating and will also tell everyone you are mine. It may hurt a little bit but I promise not for long."
   I nod my head and he moves his lips down to the spot he's going mark me and I feel his canines extend. He then bites me. At first it hurts and I try to squirm away but he holds me down, I begin to cry a little and when he's done he licks the bite and starts to move his body all the while kissing me every where he can touch his lips to.
   He then stops kissing me and exposes his neck to me ,"angel I want you to mark me to." My wolf takes control of me at that moment and extends her canines egerly and goes right to the spot he marked us and marks him, he gets harder inside me as she does and then she licks his wound clean of blood.
  As he got harder inside me it hurt more, but he didn't move hearing me wimper a little. He waits till my wimpering is done, before he moves and he starts to move again. At first it was slow and then he started going faster and faster till he filled me and my insides clenched on to him with everything I have.
   When we were finished, we lay there panting. He looks at me and smiles. I then notice that I can feel everyone in my head and it scares me.
He pulls himself out of me and soothes my fear. "We are mated now and you are now the Luna, you can mindlink everyone in the pack and them you, you can also now mindlink me, wherever you and I are."Try it on me if you would like to. All you have to do is think of me and then speak in your mind."
   I think about it and I do, "I love you Derek with everything I am, I am yours always." With that I am given a passionate kiss before he gets up and mindlinks me back,"I love you too my Angel with everything that I am, and I promise to you that I will be your protector and nothing will ever happen to you again for as long as I shall live."
  "Now let's go shower and greet our pack," he says. I take his hand and we go shower and dress for the occasion. I meet the pack. I'm nervous but with Derek at my side I don't want to run anymore.
   The pack is a really big pack and I feel pride in my pack and as my role. Who knew a lone rogue she wolf would get all this, if only my mother could see.