My mind was on the movie she picked. A romantic movie is not a good choice to watch with Ji Ah. I decided to put on a white shirt with blue roses on it.
My hair was kinda messy and it doesn't fit at all with my aesthetic, but obviously she won't mind.
"Where are you going?" My mother asked.
"Some place with Ji Ah"
"I think she's a really good girl. I wouldn't mind if you married her."
"MOM!! STOB IT!" As if I'll marry that idiot! She doesn't like me and I don't like her. It's simple, we aren't made for each other.
I took my keys and went out the door. Hm. Ji Ah's house is over there. One of her friends told me and I wondered why, probably because they want me to murder her. And I will gladly do that.
My feet brought me to her house's door and I pressed the doorbell. The loud ring made me flinch, but soon after a woman who looks in her 30s opened the door.
"Hello! I am Kim Namjoon. Ma'am, Kim Ji Ah, the one who lives in this house, invited me to go to the movie theater with her, so I would like her to come with me." I introduced myself.
"That girl... Hanging out with boys at her age leads to trouble!" I heard her faintly mumble. She must be Ji Ah's mother. I think that she didn't mean for me to hear, but now that I did, I can't help but to wonder...
What does Ji Ah go through everyday?
"She'll be out in a minute, let me go get her."
Her mom rudely slammed the door in my face. Well now I know where Ji Ah's manners towards me came from...
My ears are pretty close to the door. I heard really loud screams and shouting, probably between Ji Ah and her mom behind that door.
They're probably arguing about my relationship with her. We aren't dating!
"Why did you decide to associate yourself with that unsophisticated boy?!"
"Mom, he's better than me at school!"
"Maybe that's because your not intelligent!"
I sighed and decided that I should leave. I'm causing way too much problems with her and her mom.
My back was now turned opposite from the door.
"Namjoon! Wait please!"
I turned my head and was shocked by what I saw. Her hair was blowing in the wind, her hands holding onto her barrett, the other clutching onto her polkadot bag tightly as her worried expression was becoming a bit more vague.
"Oh... So are you going to come?" I asked.
"I can't believe I have to go to the movies with an idiot like you!"
"Well idiots like me are the ones you're going to fall for." I chuckled.
I offered her my hand, and surprisingly, she took it. We were heading to the movie theater when I saw that it had a big red glowing sign that read "closed."
"I guess these tickets are for nothing..." Ji Ah was disappointed.
"Hey! Don't worry we can get ice cream!" I suggested.
"Uh Okay."
We both patiently waited until the ice cream truck came and as we were waiting, the scenery of the sun setting down was so wonderful. The sky was slowly turning tonight and when all hope was lost, we heard the sound of a tune everyone was familiar with as a child. The ice cream truck.
"What flavour do you want?" I asked.
"Hmm... Neapolitan!" Ji Ah answered. I also wanted Neapolitan.
"Two neapolitan ice creams please." I said while offering my four dollars with a smile on my face. Once we got our ice cream, we sat on a bench.
"Do you ever feel like you aren't worthy of anything..? Like you deserve nothing but negativity?" I heard her say all of a sudden. I didn't want to make the conversation to be serious so I just responded with,
"Haha, you really don't deserve anything you work for. I mean everything you do is average compared to me."
"I know right..."
NaNi?????
"Uhh I was just joking..." I quickly said.
Time For The Interview!
What's wrong with Ji Ah?
Kim Ji Ah's Backstory:
"Ugh... I don't want to deal with this"
"You have to, I'm forcing everyone to do it"
"Okay but, your gonna give me the best grade right?"
"Whatever..."
I'm Kim Ji ah, I was always the top student in my school, some people envy me. I'm shy at times and I could be judgemental. I've always been stressed out about getting the best grade and I really study hard until midnight to pass my tests. When I was in elementary school, my grades were very low. All my grades were at least under 60%. My parents got really mad at me, because they want me to be the top student. They always threaten me. If I don't get good grades, they'll abandon me and leave me to starve alone. Once I actually got good grades, I built an expectation my parents have for me. If my grade isn't above 90%, I'm sure they would get very angry. That's why my self- esteem is so low. I feel like whenever I do excellent on something, they would never be surprised, it means nothing to them. I hope instead of trying to make my parents delighted, I make myself happy. But, it's not as easy as you think it is.
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I'll answer anything about Kim Ji Ah, include comments about her character as well. Thank you!
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