babysitter || grayson

13 || feels

we had a long day today

me and Grayson had a few flirty moments like in the kitchen

I liked him ..... more than I should

He was amazing

He had the personality and looks

His personality made me like him a lot

He was very cute and grew an effect on me

It's like I've known him for time , that's how he makes me feel

He makes me feel comfortable around him

Like I can act like myself

Other guys made me feel like I had to change for them for their own pleasure or liking

But Grayson

Grayson was different

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It was aaliyahs bed time now

She loved stories so I decided to read her one

We got inside her bed and placed the covers on top of us

" come here " I told her opening my arms

She went into my arms and placed her head in my neck wrapping her tiny arms around my body making me smile

I ran my hands through her hair as I started to tell her a story

" once upon a time there was this girl who had a sick mother and needed money , she wanted to help her mother because she loved her with all her heart . She was her everything . She found a babysitter job and decided to call the number attached to it . She called the number and met a guy called Grayson . He was very sweet , very lovely . They arranged a meeting to meet each other to see if he'll accept her offer for the job , he did . She got the job . The next day she started the job she met a lovely girl called aaliyah . Her smile was the best . She was so adorable , so full of life . She was the most cutest girl she's ever seen . She finished her first day and got paid the money which she was gonna save up for her mother and herself . Days passed by and she started babysitter more and more . Her and Grayson got along very well . He was amazing . He made her laugh and made her feel comfortable to be myself , other guys made her feel like she had to change for them . He was different . She like him a lot . He's the type of person who will like someone for themselves not for being someone they aren't . He's loving , caring and cosy . She loves his hugs because they bring comfort and makes her feel like shes safe and that everything will be okay in life even if it isn't . He's growing an effect on her . She started to get along with aaliyah a lot since the first time she met her . She was gobsmacking . Absolutely beautiful. She looked exactly like her father . When she found out she didn't have a mother she instantly felt sorry for her and for Grayson . Whoever this woman was made the worst mistake ever . How could she leave these two angels that deserve the world ? How could she be so cruel and let Grayson look after her by himself ? How could she be so evil and leave her daughter to grow up without a mother ? she wants to be there for her . She wants to be in her life as anything . A family friend , babysitter , mother , anything . She wants to look after her as if shewas her mother , as if she gave birth to her . She doesn't want her to grow up motherless , that's absolutely heartbreaking . She loves this girl so much . She's an angel who doesn't deserve this , at all . Neither did Grayson " I said now looking at aaliyah to see her sleeping

No need to finish the story because she fell asleep

Now it was time for me to go to sleep as well

I switch off the light and tucked myself under the covers more then drifted off into deep sleep

Grayson PoV

I was walking to my room about to go to sleep when I hear Nia

" Me and Grayson got along very well . He was amazing . He made me laugh and made me feel comfortable to be myself , other guys made me feel like I had to change for them . He was different . I like him a lot . He's the type of person who will like someone for themselves not for being someone they aren't . He's loving , caring and cosy . I love his hugs because they bring comfort and make me feel like I'm safe and that everything will be okay in life even if it isn't . He's growing an effect on me . I started to get along with aaliyah a lot since the first time I met her . She was gobsmacking . Absolutely beautiful. She looked exactly like her father . When I found out she didn't have a mother I instantly felt sorry for her and for Grayson . Whoever this woman was made the worst mistake ever . How could she leave these two angels that deserve the world ? How could she be so cruel and let Grayson look after her by himself ? How could she be so evil and leave her daughter to grow up without a mother ? I want to be there for her . I want to be in her life as anything . A family friend , babysitter , mother , anything . I want to look after her as if I was her mother , as if I gave birth to her . I don't want her to grow up motherless , that's absolutely heartbreaking . I love this girl so much . She's an angel who doesn't deserve this , at all . Neither did Grayson"

She really felt like this ?

Bless her .

She has made me and aaliyah so happy since the first day she started babysitting her , she was truly wonderful

She made me feel happy

I'm glad I make her feel the way she's feeling because she deserves to be happy and liked for who she is , not who she isn't

Her natural beauty stunned me

Her amazing personality made me speechless

Her in general made me speechless

She was so different from everyone I've ever met

I would like a relationship with her but I have to take things slow , I haven't known her for that long

I need to get to know her a bit more and see where it takes us

I walk over to where they were sleeping and put the cover more onto them since it wasn't on them properly

Once I put it on them I gave aaliyah a kiss on the forehead

" good night aaliyah " I smiled

Then I gave Nia a kiss on the cheek

" good night beautiful " I whispered looking at her peacefully sleeping

I started to walk towards the door when I hear a quiet voice

" good night Grayson " Nia smiled at me

" good night beautiful , have a good sleep "