babysitter || grayson

56 || going good

1 month later

I've been going good so far with the whole pregnancy thing

My belly put on weight but hardly , you couldn't really tell right now at this stage because it's only one month in

I could sometimes feel sick but it wouldn't be that much

I've made sure to be careful when I'm doing daily things in life and I've been eating very well

I slowed down on the fats and sugars and took in more vegs and fruits and healthy things

I want my baby to be as healthy as possible

Grayson has always been talking to my belly every night sometimes when I'm asleep he lifts up my shirt and rubs my belly while giving it kisses

I could sometimes hear him and my heart warmed so much

He's honestly father goals

Aaliyah has been going on about having a sister or brother at school and it makes me laugh at how excited she is

Probably more excited than I am even though I'm buzzing

Me and Grayson were going to decorate a room for her around 3-4 months into the pregnancy because right now would be a bit too early since it's around 9 months that you're pregnant for but you could have it a month earlier than that

It was night time right now and me and Grayson were getting ready to sleep

We were facing each other while laying down and I gave him a smile

" I love you princess " he told me

" I love you too gray " I said giving him a peck on the lips

I close my eyes and fall asleep within 5 minutes

When I fell asleep Grayson decided to do what he did every night , talk to my belly

He faced my belly and gave it a kiss

" my princess or prince , I promise to love you unconditionally like I love your mummy . I'll protect you with my life and I'd do anything for you and mummy . I can't wait to take you shopping and help you with school and homework and even take you to school . I can't wait to be the father you've always wanted and I can't wait to see your beautiful face when you come out of mummy's belly . I love you to the moon and back and will always love you no matter what " he said giving my belly another kiss

He placed his head gently on my belly making sure not to put any pressure on it and kept giving it kisses

" I love you angel , goodnight " he said in between the kisses

He went back to his original position and fell asleep with a smile on his face at the thought of having another child