a lie she told in spring | ATEEZ ff

Chapter Eighteen

//needy 

Byun KiKu p.o.v.

The day of the party had arrived and Kwon Eunhee and I decided to get ready together. I had slept over at her place and told her everything that happened between any of the boys and me. Starting from the point where I thought that Song Mingi was cute to my current state of wanting to tease the hell out of Choi San. She was painting my nails as she told me the story about a girl that had eyes for Jongho. That made her mad, of course. I looked at her pitiful as she continued to tell. "And now! She even has the audacity to come over in her button opened shirt and start a convo, looking at me the sweetest way possible. I swear to god, I'll kill her someday." She took my ring finger and started to paint on it as I looked around and saw my costume hanging on her chair. I observed it when I realized something. "Eunhee, why am I painting my nails if I'll wear gloves anyway?", she stopped in her tracks and looked at me dumbfounded. "Are you telling me I was doing your nails for the past half an hour for nothing?... Hell no, imma finish this even if you'll wear gloves.", I soft giggle left my lips and I let her finish my last finger. "Now, don't do anything stupid. I poured my soul into this.", I nodded amused at her order and watched her put on the upper half of her costume before starting her make up. Eunhee was clearly the better make-up artist of us and so she suggested to do her own first, before doing mine. I already had straightened my hair and then curled my ends and since she already had straight hair she only had to do her make-up. As I waited for the nail polish to dry, I made my way out of her room downstairs to the kitchen. I was thirsty and looked around the kitchen for sparkling water. "Oh, imo. Where's the sparkling water?", I asked Eunhee's mother as she walked past the open kitchen. "In the cabinet under the sink, dear.", she shouted as she left. Filling two big glasses with water for Eunhee and me, I went upstairs. 

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The bitter smell of alcohol, weed and probably of various other drugs hit my nose the moment I stepped into the hall. If someone caught us here every single one us was dead meat but I can't say anything against the thrilling rush in my blood when thinking of doing something illegal. The party was huge as expected since it was planned for the whole university. Everyone was dressed up in various costumes and it made me happy that everyone put much effort into it. While looking around, I couldn't see any of our friends or better recognize any of them, so I leaned in more to Eunhee. "You recognize anyone?", I shouted into her ear to be more audible by the loud music. "Jongho said he would be wearing a big black-red hair and a red wig so he should be very reco-" she stopped mid-sentence and stared at something. I followed her gaze and saw a huge hat with a red wig. No doubt that was Jongho but that wasn't it. I was pretty sure Eunhee's stare or rather glare was meant for the person standing right next to the mad hatter in her dead nurse costume showing a little too much cleavage and leaning a little too much towards Jongho. As we walked to the very end of the room where Jongho had now sat down and the girl named Hao, as I learned later, right beside him. In a blink, Eunhee went towards Jongho and sat down onto Jongho's lap facing him and taking his collar. Pulling him towards hair and suddenly making out with him. Jongho being startled didn't kiss back for a second before kissing Eunhee back and roaming his hands all around her back. The girl looked shocked for a second before rolling her eyes, glaring at the couple and going away. I slightly chuckled from afar and was pretty sure Eunhee had achieved what she wanted, show everyone that Choi Jongho was Kwon Eunhee's. I realized I had been standing at the same spot since Eunhee started making out with Jongho and quickly shook my head. I wanted to ask Jongho if he had seen any of the others but he seemed pretty busy and now that Eunhee was off too I was left alone. I walked towards the table with the drinks and took one before observing the room. "Searching for someone.", a voice whispered into my ear and sent shivers down my back. I quickly turned around and met familiar brown eyes. Trying to recognize the person with the Tate Landon costume, I failed. He came down to my face again after seeing my struggle in not recognizing who he was. "Just tell me already.", as I said that he came closer to my ear. "Find out.", then he went off as I watched him go. 

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Hours had past and I was dancing with Eunhee in the crowd. It was pretty heated but that made the experience only better. When one of my favorite songs came up, someone leaned onto me. I didn't know how to react but suddenly said boy started singing the lyrics into my ear as we started dancing completely forgetting about Eunhee. "Land in Miami, the air was hot from summer rain, sweat dripping off me...", he took my hand and twirled me around. "Sapphire and moonlight, we dance for hours in the same tequila sunrise, her body fit right in my hands la la la it felt like oh la la la..." he continued as we danced and he twirled me around. One look in his gaze and I finally recognized the person behind the Tate Landon costume. I was surprised but felt dumb for not recognizing his eyes sooner. "...you say we're just friends, but friends don't know the way you taste, oh la la la...", I sang along to the lyrics even though no one was able to hear me. Between all those people, the two of us were dancing the bachata with the music which was quite interesting. I never knew he would be that good of a dancer. "ooh, when you're lips undress me, hooked on your tongue. ooh, love, your kiss is deadly, don't stop..." the song went on and I couldn't deny the sexual tension between the two of us. Before the second refrain hit, he pulled me towards him. Face to face, I could hear him breathing heavily, mine not any different. His brown eyes were glistening in the dimmed room and made me forget everything surrounding me. Our face only inches away, his left hand still resting on my lower back and his right hand putting some strands of my hair behind my ear, caressing my cheek with his thumb. In one glance, he took my hand in his and pulled me with him through the dancing room. My heart started to beat harder than ever before and before I could register, we had arrived in the alley for the stairs. In one move, he gently pushed me at the wall and locked his eyes with me. I observed his handsome face from his soft looking lips to his eyes. His brown eyes filled with lust and love but something was holding him back. I could see it in his eyes, so I took things into my own hands. Turning us two around, I was the one pressing him onto the wall now and holding his face. In one move I leaned in closer and made our lips connect. Instantly he kissed me back and pulled me closer by my waist. His soft lips matched mine perfectly and with a small glance he made me jump and I put my legs around his torso as he turned us around again. His licked my lower lip, asking for entrance but I wasn't letting him so he lightly bit me. I gasped slightly and parted my lips unintentionally giving him free access as he grabbed my ass. That arse. But I couldn't help but enjoy the feeling of him fighting for dominance through the kiss. I felt him smirk as he won and I rolled my eyes. The kiss got hotter and hotter with every second passing. Pantingly, we slowly parted. "Why didn't we do this sooner?", he asked still trying to catch his breath. "Because you drive me crazy Choi San.", I answered truthfully and something in his gaze changed afterward. "I'll show you how crazy I can drive you.", his voice suddenly went deeper and I looked at him with wide eyes. "Here? Are you sure? What if someone walks-", "Let them walk in.", there was something new in San eyes, something I had never seen before, maybe a more adventurous look but I couldn't point it out. I was just sure I needed to find it out. Letting me down, he pressed his lips onto mine again more passionately but slowly moving down my jaw over to my neck. Leaving a few wet kisses around my neck before finding my soft spot. As he kissed and nibbled at the thin skin, I let out a moan. When he softly bit into the skin, I completely lost it. I moved my hands down to his belt and opened it. As I unzipped his pants, he bit into my skin again and I left another loud moan. "San...", I panted as I rested my head onto the wall for a second. He lifted his head from my neck and stared at the mark he left, a smirk creeping up his lips before he locked his eyes with me again. In another smooth move, he lifted me and pressed me against the wall again as he moved my dress up. The adrenaline started to kick in just like the thought of someone walking in but I didn't mind. Maybe it was because of the few drinks I had or maybe it was just some twisted dream very deep in me that let me go this far. But all that I knew for sure was that it felt incredible to feel this needed again.

A/N

I'm feeling the song above too much. I wasn't sure about writing a smut scene. If it's okay, I would do in the future. Kiku's outfit is based on the left red devil outfit and Eunhee's on the right blue one. xoxo kin